I'm a Goddess to Be Devoured by the Protagonist - Chapter 60

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Episode 60
“Hami, do you think I could bestow blessings upon this world?”
“Yes. Though my Intervention Level is still low, so I can’t grant anything too grand.”
Hami swiped a paw through the air, and a System Window materialized.
[Blessing]
[Movement Speed Increase: 0.1%]
[Snails’ Movement Speed Increase: 0.1%]
[Bears’ Movement Speed Increase: 0.1%]
[Eating Speed Increase: 0.1%]
Why is there nothing better than this?
I selected the Movement Speed Increase, which seemed at least somewhat useful.
I felt a faint drain of energy from my body, and changes began to manifest in Antares.
The Temple was engulfed in brilliant light.
It was a phenomenon that could only be described as divine blessing.
—This light is…!
—Ah, the Deity has bestowed a blessing upon us!
Antares whispered to me from among those singing my praises.
—Thank you, Divine One, for hearing our plea.
[The Listener Who Draws Lines of Fate says this is nothing special.]
I was about to assign Antares another Mission, but—
[Insufficient Support Items.]
The bread had sold out before I could do so.
It was time to make more soon.
This was my first time baking in front of anyone. I felt a little embarrassed.
Under Sirius’s gaze, I made my way to the Baking Set and began kneading dough.
[Baking Set: Your skill has increased ever so slightly! The bread tastes even a little more delicious!]
What kind words.
“You make that bread yourself, Lord Wibis?”
Sirius widened his eyes slightly in surprise.
“Yes, I do.”
At this point, I should be used to this roaring Oven—but no, it was still scorching hot.
“Then all the many breads I’ve been keeping…”
“Yes. I made all of them.”
“Then I shall cherish them and eat with greater care from now on.”
Since arriving here, Sirius had eaten bread three times—morning, noon, and evening.
“There’s no need to do that. I gave them to you to eat freely.”
“I have never treated them carelessly, not once.”
Now that he said it, I remembered how he used to hold the bread so tenderly.
I had only thought of it as being like something from a photograph.
“This bread was always precious to me. That is why I have always eaten it with gratitude.”
If anything, I should be the one grateful.
* * *
Sirius had another nightmare that night. If I hadn’t woken him after noticing his ragged breathing, he likely would have been trapped in that dream.
“Are you all right, Sirius?”
“I’m… fine.”
The way he forced out those words struck me as pitiful.
I wished I could take his nightmares away.
Sirius dried himself with a cloth I had dampened in water from the Well.
Then he spoke in a voice lacking its usual strength.
“Falling asleep frightens me.”
I felt helpless that I could offer him nothing.
Then, a thought came to me—dreams. Or rather, “those recurring pitch-black dreams.”
In the information Sirius had given me through that cold light, it was written:
[Dream Ability is available for use.]
Perhaps I could keep him from having nightmares at all.
I had been ignoring his messages all this time, so reaching out to him first felt a bit strange, but I decided to act for Sirius’s sake.
[Listener: I’d like to make a deal with you.]
But no reply came back.
It was over. Had I been blocked?
I closed the chat window with a hollow feeling.
Sirius was staring down at his own hands, his eyes clouded with questions.
“Is something troubling you? Are you uncomfortable with something?”
“For days nothing has happened to me at all. It’s the first time, and I find myself unable to adjust.”
He had never lived in a peaceful place before, and it seemed he couldn’t yet regard this tranquility as natural.
“Is my strength now utterly useless?”
I felt a pang of sympathy for him—a man who had lived his entire life in something like constant war.
“Sirius, you don’t have to struggle anymore. Rest now.”
Even as I said this, his expression remained uncertain.
“But what if we thought of something fun to do? Is there nothing you’d like to try?”
“I wouldn’t know.”
It was the answer of someone who had never played.
“Sirius.”
He deserved better than this.
Now that I thought about it, there was something I’d wanted to give him all along.
I pulled him into an embrace.
It was a warm one, nothing more.
“You don’t have to suffer anymore.”
Sirius held me in return, as if answering my words with his arms.
“There’s no danger here.”
The moment began to stretch on, so I drew back.
Sirius gazed at me with a look of longing, then slowly caressed my cheek.
Oh—this atmosphere was getting a bit….
“Ahem. Anyway.”
I wasn’t sure if it was just me, but I felt embarrassed, so I coughed to shift the mood.
“You’ll grow used to it soon. This place, and the peace.”
“I hope so.”
I found myself hoping earnestly that he would grow comfortable here quickly.
* * *
After a long while, I decided to visit the Victor.
His eyes lit up the moment he saw me coming.
“Why have you stayed away so long?”
“I’ve been caring for my Contract Partner.”
“Ah, I see.”
The Victor nodded and then posed a question.
“Is your Contract Partner strong?”
“Yes, very strong.”
“Then bring him here sometime.”
“May I ask why?”
“For a burning battle, of course.”
Even if Sirius was strong, I wasn’t sure about pitting him against a god.
What if our Sirius got hurt?
If that day came, I might actually cry.
“Let me face you instead.”
“Fine. As long as my blood runs hot, it matters not who stands before me.”
And so we exchanged words as intensely as clashing blades.
* * *
It was when the god left.
Sirius rose from where he sat as though he’d never been troubled at all.
He had merely feigned suffering to gain sympathy, translating a hollow emptiness into despair.
Sirius removed his shirt and stood before the mirror. His chest near his heart was stained black as pitch.
For a moment a pain like his heart being torn out seized him. Yet Sirius did not cry out.
This much pain was bearable.
If only he could remain with her.
Sirius dressed again, and the darkness that had stained his chest became hidden beneath cloth.
* * *
The second World Exploration for healing and leisure.
This time, the theme was winter.
I wanted to show Sirius that winter didn’t have to be only bitter cold.
For him, winter had always been a season demanding brutal survival—even when the chief deities of Quartz still drew breath.
Fields and fruit trees yielded nothing, and people locked their doors and huddled inside their rooms.
Those days were relentlessly cold.
“Come on, Sirius. Let’s go.”
I linked my arm through his and pressed the transmission button.
The surroundings shifted.
Snow blanketed everything, and there was little else to see—only a vast glacier in the distance and a spectacular aurora unfolding across the sky.
Winter was the theme, but I’d deliberately chosen a place that didn’t remind me of winter in Quartz. No snow-covered fields or frosted trees.
This place wasn’t cold. Still, I asked just to be sure.
“It’s not cold, is it?”
“It is not cold.”
“Good.”
Fluffy, cute snowflakes were falling steadily. Thanks to them, I could see the crystalline patterns settling on my hair.
“Look at this. Snow crystals.”
I lifted a strand of hair to show him.
“Being with Wibis makes me realize things I never would have noticed before.”
Was he seeing snow crystals for the first time?
“I’ve seen snow crystals before, but now they seem remarkable in a way they didn’t.”
So it wasn’t his first time.
Right—there must have been winters when he’d felt the cold outside and caught snow on his skin.
The thought made my nose prickle slightly.
I glanced around. In the distance, a penguin waddled past.
“Sirius, look. A penguin.”
“A creature of a form I have not encountered before.”
Sirius watched the penguin with evident fascination.
When one came closer, I scooped it up and pressed my cheek against its soft feathers, delighting in the gentle texture.
Then I turned toward him so he could see it better.
“Cute, isn’t it?”
“Yes. Very cute.”
“Go on, hold one yourself.”
He did as I said.
A strikingly handsome man holding a penguin—it was a picture-perfect scene. It felt like we were shooting some kind of advertisement.
If I had a camera, I’d be taking a hundred shots right now.
Then a System Window appeared.
[Camera]
I could capture this moment!
Click!
Startled by the strange sound, Sirius widened his eyes slightly.
“It’s nothing. Don’t worry about it.”
I reassured him and turned to Hami.
“Hami, can you make this System Window visible to Sirius?”
“Of course!”
As soon as Hami spoke, Sirius’s gaze shifted to the Camera Window.
Now he could see the System Window too.

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