I Won’t Pick Up The T*ash I Threw Away Again - Chapter 198

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CHAPTER 9

Once you throw away trash, you don’t pick it up again.

#198

“Miss Diane.”

Diane’s official title was Baron, but at home she was still called Miss.

This was because the servants who had called her Miss since she was very young found it awkward to change the title overnight.

Diane answered while keeping her eyes fixed on her book.

“What is it?”

“A letter has arrived.”

“Give it here.”

Diane smiled brightly when she saw the family crest stamped on the letter envelope.

The crest of House Aster. It was a letter from Leilah.

Actually, Diane had been preparing to send a gift and letter directly after hearing the news that Leilah had become a count.

She had already finished writing the letter, but hadn’t sent it yet because the gift wasn’t completed, and now Leilah had sent a letter first.

Diane opened the envelope with a letter opener. She must have written quite a lot – there were as many as 5 sheets of paper.

The yellow stationery, filled with the scent of spring, was covered with neat handwriting that matched Leilah’s personality.

[To Diane. I picked up my pen several times to write this letter, but I hesitated for a long time not knowing what to say, and am only now finally sending it.]

“That’s so like Leilah.”

She naturally pictured Leilah holding a quill pen and worrying, which made her laugh.

Leilah asked about Diane’s well-being and shared her own news.

The story of how Sisly, who had tormented Leilah terribly, was executed.

The story of inheriting the count title.

And…

[Diane, I have a lover now.]

“What?!”

Diane’s eyes widened in an instant as she had been reading the letter contentedly.

A lover? Who? Could it be the Emperor?

Diane hastily turned the page.

[I became lovers with the person I had planned to keep only in my heart for life. It’s thanks to the courage you gave me, Diane. Thank you so much.]

Though Leilah hadn’t written exactly who it was, she could immediately tell it was Kalian.

There was no way that naive yet upright young lady would have taken another man into her heart in the meantime.

She must have suffered emotionally all this time, so she was glad things worked out well, but she was also worried since Leilah was someone with so many wounds.

She was also concerned whether Kalian might use the Emperor’s power to manipulate Leilah.

“Should I go see her?”

It would be good to go congratulate Leilah on becoming a count in person.

No, she really wanted to go. To see Leilah’s face after so long and have a celebration party.

Most of all, she wanted to see with her own eyes whether Leilah was receiving plenty of love from Kalian.

“Alright, let’s go.”

As the saying from some eastern country goes, “Strike while the iron is hot,” so Diane immediately put her decision into action.

* * *

[…something came up so I can’t come.]

The particularly crooked handwriting seemed to show how devastated Diane was, making me laugh.

Diane wanted to come right away but couldn’t, so instead she wrote in the letter that she would definitely come this summer.

Summer. Since it’s March now, that’s about 3 months away.

I put down Diane’s letter and opened the box that came with it.

Inside the box was an elegant quill pen. The name “Leilah Aster” engraved on the nib sparkled.

“It’s beautiful.”

The feather was soft too, and it felt good in my hand.

I can’t just sit still after receiving such a nice gift.

I should send Diane a return gift too.

‘What should I send?’

What would Diane like?

I was thinking deeply when I felt a presence behind me.

I was about to turn around, but before I could, the person embraced my waist.

“Leilah.”

It was Kalian.

After we confirmed each other’s feelings, Kalian expressed his affection whenever he had the chance.

Of course, he didn’t do it when there were many people around.

Kalian only showed affection when there was no one around, or when only close associates like Baron Delrond or Rahel were present.

This was because it wouldn’t do for it to become publicly known that Kalian and I had developed into lovers.

“Not for my sake, but for yours, Leilah, I want to do this.”

That’s what Kalian had told me on the day we confirmed each other’s feelings.

“If others find out you’ve become my lover, they’ll have unnecessary misunderstandings.”

That would be true. These were people who made up stories to gossip about even when there was nothing.

If we openly showed such behavior, they would surely point fingers saying it was just as they thought, that everything until now had been an act.

“Yes. Let’s do that, Your Majesty.”

So I accepted Kalian’s proposal.

For his sake, not mine.

I didn’t mind people gossiping about me. But I didn’t want him to become the subject of rumors because of me, so I chose a secret relationship.

“What are you thinking about so deeply?”

Kalian asked, pressing his lips to the nape of my neck.

It tickles. I let out a small laugh and turned to look at Kalian.

“…”

But Baron Delrond was standing behind Kalian.

Baron Delrond, meeting my eyes, smiled awkwardly and greeted me.

“Hello, Lord Aster.”

What kind of shameful display had I just put on?

My face burned hot. I hung my head low and pushed Kalian away.

“Why?”

“…Baron Delrond is watching.”

When I spoke in a sulky voice, Kalian finally seemed to realize and turned to look at Baron Delrond.

“Step outside.”

Baron Delrond let out a hollow laugh.

“This is the aide’s office, so where exactly am I supposed to go?”

“There are plenty of places you could go.”

“Right now, this is where I need to be.”

Kalian’s brow furrowed.

“You’ve gotten quite good at talking back.”

“If Your Majesty had to serve a lord like yourself, you’d end up just like me.”

These two really do get along well.

I was watching them with this newfound realization when Baron Delrond and Kalian both turned to look at me simultaneously.

“Don’t you think Ber went too far?”

“Don’t you think His Majesty went too far?”

“Huh?”

Why is the arrow suddenly pointing at me?

I was flustered. It was also difficult to answer.

“Leilah, who do you think went too far?”

I didn’t want to answer, but Kalian and Baron Delrond kept urging me to respond quickly, so I had no choice but to reply.

“This time… I think Your Majesty went too far.”

I wanted to take Kalian’s side, but objectively speaking, Kalian was the one who went too far this time.

At my answer, Kalian frowned while Baron Delrond smiled triumphantly.

“See, Your Majesty? I told you that you went too far.”

“…”

Kalian, who had been silently staring down at me, suddenly grabbed my hand.

“Let’s go out.”

“Huh? Where are we going?”

“Anywhere. If Ber is here, he’ll object to whatever I do. So we need to go somewhere he’s not.”

So he wants to move locations to express his affection.

It was both absurd and embarrassing. Baron Delrond also realized what Kalian was getting at and scowled deeply.

“Are you really going to keep this up until the end?”

Kalian answered shamelessly.

“What am I doing?”

“…”

As if at a loss for words, Baron Delrond pressed his lips together tightly, then shook his head from side to side.

“They say a thief who learns late is the most dangerous.”

“Are you saying I’m a thief?”

“You’re worse than a thief.”

Baron Delrond picked up the documents from his desk.

“I’ll be back in 30 minutes, so finish whatever this is by then. I have too much work to wait any longer.”

And with just those words, he swept out. The slamming door spoke volumes about Baron Delrond’s feelings.

“What if you really drive Baron Delrond away?”

“I’ve never driven him away.”

Kalian wrapped his arm around my waist again and rested his chin on the top of my head.

“I only said a few words, and he couldn’t control his temper and left on his own.”

“That’s what driving someone away means.”

“Is it?”

From his indifferent tone, it seemed he still didn’t acknowledge it.

Really, he’s hopeless.

Instead of adding more words, I hugged his waist tightly.

Kalian flinched for a moment, then let out a low laugh.

“How proactive.”

“You do it too, Your Majesty.”

“Are you copying what I do?”

“Is that not allowed?”

“Not allowed?”

Suddenly Kalian’s face appeared before my eyes, and his lips touched mine lightly.

“Of course it’s allowed. So copy me much more.”

So he wants me to copy this kind of thing too?

For me to first put my lips on his…

My gaze naturally drifted to his thin, red lips.

Heat rose in my body again, and I couldn’t look him straight in the eyes.

“Don’t tease me.”

“I’m being serious.”

His hand intertwined with mine like a spider’s web.

“Come on, hurry up and copy what I just did.”

Kalian held my hand tightly so I couldn’t escape and closed his eyes intently.

“…”

He really wants me to kiss him first?

“Do I really have to?”

I asked with a glimmer of hope, but Kalian answered with a serious face devoid of any smile.

“I’ll stay like this until you do it.”

It was flustering, but it wasn’t unpleasant or uncomfortable.

Kissing him… made me feel good too.

Good was an understatement.

So I should do it, right?

It would be right to do it, right?

Even after making up my mind, when it came time to actually do it, I got nervous and chewed on my lips while swallowing dry saliva.

“How long are you going to make me wait?”

Now he’s even rushing me.

I sighed, but since I’d already decided to do it, I thought it would be better to do it quickly, so I brought my lips to his somewhat combatively.

The soft yet warm sensation was both familiar and strange. The sound of my pounding heartbeat echoed vividly in my ears.

I’d pressed my lips to his, but now what should I do?

The moment I recalled what Kalian had done to me and gently touched his lips.

“Mmph!”

Suddenly my body was pulled forcefully and an intense kiss began.

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