A Blank Slate Regression for the Idol That Lost His Original Mindset - Chapter 295

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A Regression Guide for Idols Who Lost Their Initial Intentions Episode 295

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A radio schedule, our first group schedule in a long time.

“Speaking of which, Eden, you’re currently active as the only idol rapper to advance to the finals in DTB, right?”

While exchanging miscellaneous talk written in the script, the DJ brought up DTB, the hottest issue these days.

“Yes, I was fortunate to have luck on my side and many people viewing me favorably, so I was able to safely advance to the finals in competition with formidable rappers.”

“Then do you have any rivals you’re conscious of on your path to victory?”

“Well, there’s G-TE, who I’ve been continuously linked with as a rival, and Skoen and Yupi, who are currently considered top candidates for victory?”

Contrary to my inner thoughts, my mouth was dutifully spitting out broadcast-appropriate answers. If it weren’t for the broadcast, our Hyeongjin wouldn’t have had to be included in this lineup.

“The outfits you wore on DTB also became quite the topic, the so-called Yoon Eden disease. It started with the beret, didn’t it?”

Lately, since I’ve been wearing more modest outfits, the Yoon Eden disease has calmed down considerably, but lighter fashion items like glasses, sports jerseys, and shoes were still ongoing.

“Yes. I precariously walked the line between epidemic and trend. What’s unfair about this is that I never thought berets and open shirts would become trendy. But these two items happened to deviate from conventional fashion, so they got treated like an epidemic…”

[Open shirts really were an epidemic lololol]

[Oh no, I suddenly remember the beret guys on the street, that was already a month ago]

“8054 sent this message: Thanks to the Yoon Eden disease, my boyfriend kept pestering me to match couple Chrome Hearts, so we broke up. Please include this in the epidemic category too.”

“Congratulations…?”

I blurted out congratulations first upon hearing “thanks to.” Seeing Ryu Jaehee blinking and giving me signals, I quietly added an explanation.

“Not considering your girlfriend’s taste and trying to force couple matching based on trends, and then continuing to push when she said no without any compromise – breaking up is the right choice.”

[Eden’s answer is so refreshing lololol]

[Why send that to our kid instead of writing it in your diary, you crazy person?]

[The dating advice sharp-tongued guy hasn’t gone anywhere lolol]

[What exactly did you want to hear by sending that? lol Should Eden apologize for you dating such a terrible guy?]

[Don’t read just any message, please choose them carefully]

[Ah, so freaking sweet…]

“Eden has sold out quite a few items, haven’t you received many advertisement offers?”

“We’re getting a lot. We got tons of hiking gear ads too.”

“Ah, the mountain club president look…”

Kim Dobin nodded and muttered. The conversation moved away from DTB to another topic.

“We can’t leave out the busking video that hit 100 million views on YouTube. I heard that the channel account owner, 7Second? They even uploaded a public love call video requesting an official collaboration with Eden.”

Thanks to my success on DTB, the rap from that busking video where I freestyled in hip-hop’s homeland gained attention once again. The 100 million view count also played a part.

“Actually, 7Second contacted our agency and reached out to us. But unfortunately, I was in the middle of DTB filming… so that’s how it turned out.”

[Wow, thank goodness, Rev almost went on a North American tour for a year]

[Eden’s personal schedule was a divine move to stop the America obsession lol]

[7Second? Never heard of them, are they famous singers in America?]

[They seem to be somewhat known as busking singers in America, they even release music with original songs]

When I subtly signaled to the members to distribute the questions that were focusing only on me, Ryu Jaehee immediately picked up where I left off.

“After that video became famous and took off, our busking videos from New York were discovered along with it.”

“Ah, it wasn’t just Eden who did busking?”

“No, this was actually a penalty. Jaehee and I, Eden Hyung, and Doby Hyung – the three of us who got the penalty did busking in New York.”

I added a brief explanation to Ryu Jaehee’s account.

“The 100 million view video was from a request we got while passing by, and we have separate singing busking videos of just us. Doby’s mission was to join in street dancing.”

“Doby Hyung’s dance busking also achieved 10 million views, and the song with me and Eden Hyung hit 8 million views. But then we noticed something strange in the comments.”

“Something strange?”

“Yehyeon Hyung was in both videos, but he wasn’t a penalty winner, so he was just standing next to us. In Doby Hyung’s case, Yehyeon Hyung was the one who initially encouraged the dancer to dance. Anyway, we were the ones who performed, but almost half the comments were about Yehyeon Hyung.”

As Ryu Jaehee finished speaking, Kim Dobin nodded and continued.

“So to put it simply, the bear does the tricks but the king gets the money.”

While everyone burst into laughter, only Seo Yehyeon had red ears and kept fanning his flushed face.

[Mr. Seo and the little bears lololol]

[I watched it and really half the comments were praising the silver-haired guy’s face lolol]

[Doby went out and completed an amazing audience participation busking, but why are they disappointed that Yehyeon didn’t go out instead of our mom?]

“Yehyeon Hyung, don’t be embarrassed. We’re really proud of your globally appealing face.”

“Right, honestly that’s why we sat you there. Don’t you remember? You perfectly fulfilled your role.”

As Kim Dobin and I teased him from both sides under the guise of compliments, Seo Yehyeon was now looking up at the ceiling.

[Yehyeon still gets embarrassed by his younger members’ appearance compliments lolol]

[If Eden and Doby said that to me, I’d be embarrassed too… lol]

[If I had that face, I’d be so used to it that any praise wouldn’t affect me]

“Alright, we should listen to it now. The song that charted on Billboard! , let’s listen to one ad and then go straight to Rev’s live performance!”

During the short advertisement, I stood up with the members and positioned myself in front of the microphone.

After the 10-second ad ended, the MR for began playing.

The song I used to hate hearing and singing had gotten much better since I faced the fact that it wasn’t a failure.

Since this was also one of the causes of shortened activities along with stress, I sang the song with more love and care than usual for the viewers and fans listening to this radio show.

“Great work!”

After the radio schedule ended, we all headed to the studio instead of the dormitory.

“Oh, Hyung. It seems like your form has completely returned? The awkward parts are definitely gone and it really brings back the old feeling.”

“It has much more feeling than when I sang the guide vocal before.”

When we played the work song we’d been continuously refining, quite positive reactions came back. Even I thought this was a 90% song.

It was still far from my target of 120%, but bringing it up to 90% was quite significant progress. Now the remaining question was whether I could make this 120% in the remaining time.

“Even if it doesn’t reach 120%, wouldn’t it be okay to promote with this song?”

At Kim Dobin’s question, Ryu Jaehee lightly elbowed him to shut him up. Ryu Jaehee understood the meaning of this comeback as well as I did.

Gyeon Hajun knew well that I wouldn’t compromise with a 90% song. Perhaps that’s why, unlike Kim Dobin, Gyeon Hajun chose persuasion rather than trying to convince me to use this song for promotion.

“If it’s really going to affect your DTB finals preparation, wouldn’t it be better not to overdo it this time, promote with an outsourced song, and prepare the regular album title track when you have more time?”

Right. Considering my current situation and the importance of this comeback, what Gyeon Hajun said was practically the best option.

Gyeon Hajun presented an alternative from the most sensible and rational standpoint. The problem was that this ‘most sensible and rational’ alternative was the worst form for me.

The current Gyeon Hajun, who doesn’t know the pre-regression situation, doesn’t understand the source of my anxiety.

He couldn’t help it. No matter how well Gyeon Hajun understands me, how could he possibly know about the lost time?

Facing the fact that even Gyeon Hajun couldn’t be a complete understanding made me feel alone despite the studio currently bustling with activity.

‘Shit, is what I actually need to overcome not a slump but outsourced song trauma?’

System! System, come out! Is this right? Do I have outsourced song trauma like sleeping pills?

[The system cannot help regarding the project subject’s slump]

[This is a problem you must realize and solve on your own.]

The cold response that came back snapped me to attention like cold water being poured on me.

Right, I shouldn’t rely too much on the system.

This was the extremely wicked system that used to electrocute people for just spacing out a bit or saying “Ah, really” – one of the top 5 favorite Korean conversation starters – and I was crazy to trust it!

“Right, someone else’s 100% song would be better than my 90% song. I was planning to ask Jiwon Hyung or Sangyeol Hyung to do the arrangement anyway.”

I deliberately spoke lightly so as not to appear strange as someone who couldn’t accept such a reasonable alternative.

“If we can’t squeeze out 120% within this week, we’ll have to go that route. What else can we do?”

As I shrugged and spun around in my chair, I locked eyes with Seo Yehyeon, who was looking at me with eyes that seemed to have a lot to say.

More precisely, with a gaze that kept glancing back and forth between me and Gyeon Hajun. Why is that guy acting like that again?

“Go in first. I’ll work a bit more before heading in.”

As soon as the members left the studio, I buried my head on the studio desk.

I went to DTB to clear my head and overcome my slump by doing whatever I wanted, so why are there only more time attacks and chaos?

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Gyeon Hajun fell into contemplation after returning to the dormitory.

‘Did I say something wrong?’

Although Yoon Eden had acted nonchalant and joked around, Hajun wasn’t one to miss that very brief moment of stiffening.

Looking back, the solution he had proposed wasn’t strange at all. Hadn’t the song that competed with as a title track candidate in their previous activity also been an outsourced song?

‘Was it because and those three hopeless songs the CEO brought for the next activity were too intense?’

While Gyeon Hajun was fumbling around, Rev’s problem-solver Ryu Jaehee calmly spoke up.

“I looked into groups like ours that have Produce members, and Altair seniors hold composition camps where all members actively participate in song production. Not like us, where we’re just ‘anxiety-relief totems to chase away loneliness in Eden Hyung’s solitary studio,’ but really actively with all members.”

Altair’s composition camp was actually Cha Yeonho’s scheme to prevent KJ from repeating past mistakes by blocking and monitoring him under the pretext of reducing KJ’s burden, but there was no way Ryu Jaehee could know that.

“Oh, please. Altair seniors’ composition camp might proceed in a harmonious atmosphere, but ours will definitely become a Marine Corps camp. Eden Hyung will one hundred percent show up wearing that trauma-inducing bright red guerrilla warfare beret, you know?”

Kim Dobin shook his head in disgust at the easily imaginable scene of Rev’s composition camp.

“Ryu Jae, you’ve never done fun composition play with Eden Hyung, have you? Gasp, I got brainwashed without realizing it and added ‘fun’…!”

Toward Kim Dobin, who had unconsciously used the modifier Yoon Eden always attached and then frantically covered his mouth, Gyeon Hajun asked with a completely humorless expression.

“Doby, do you have a better idea?”

It was a question that implied if he couldn’t come up with a better idea than a composition camp, he should stay quiet instead of making a fuss. Of course, Hajun didn’t particularly expect Kim Dobin to understand the underlying meaning of this question.

But contrary to his expectation that Dobin would shake his head and give a cheerfully negative answer or ramble on with something resembling nonsense, Kim Dobin’s shoulders drooped.

“You’re right… If only I hadn’t whined about not wanting to do it before and had properly learned from Eden Hyung, I could have been of some help somehow…”

At the gloomy muttering, a flash of surprise crossed Gyeon Hajun’s eyes.

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