The Isolated Marchioness Just Wants to Make a Living - Chapter 100

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Chapter 100

“…Alpheus?”

I was cautiously glancing around and raising my eyebrows when it happened.

“Ha.”

Alpheus slowly closed his eyes.

“Really… what am I really supposed to do about this?”

I had never seen such a panicked expression on his face before.

I was blinking in confusion when it happened.

“Ha… really….”

Alpheus slowly sank down to sit.

His face was a mixture of frustration, anger, despair, and even confusion.

‘What?’

I flinched and took a step back.

‘Why is he suddenly acting like this? Is he turning dark like in the original story? But why? Just like that? Without any logical reason?’

I was extremely flustered as well.

In the awkward silence, Alpheus muttered.

“Why… why is this so difficult?”

He covered his eyes with his large hands and sighed. Then he started rambling in panic.

“How… how exactly am I supposed to raise a child? Since she’s a child who’s already been hurt a lot, I feel like I shouldn’t get angry, but I just can’t speak gently….”

Child-rearing?

Then it’s because of me.

I instinctively shrank back and quietly rolled my eyes.

Alpheus muttered in an anguished voice.

“But I can’t just stand by and watch this kind of situation… I can’t just keep saying she’s pretty and cute. When the child is growing up like this….”

But surprisingly, Cheria nodded.

“You need to get angry. Scold her when she needs to be scolded.”

Suddenly, a child-rearing consultation had begun.

“Just because she’s a hurt child doesn’t mean you should coddle her. If you don’t, she’ll grow up to be hopeless like Harrison. Though it is a bit difficult, of course.”

She pointed at Harrison and continued speaking calmly.

“Actually, if you raise them, you’ll understand, but just saying they’re pretty and cute is the easiest method. If you keep choosing only easy paths like that, you’ll end up ruining the child. Look at Harrison.”

Did she just… compare me to Harrison?

I was speechless from the absurdity when it happened.

Cheria spun around and stood in front of me.

“Brisa. I’m going to speak casually. We’ve met once before.”

Well, how sudden….

“But you heard the adults talking about how dangerous it was inside there, right? So why did you just run in there alone without saying anything?”

I bit my lower lip tightly.

Well, because if I had said something, they wouldn’t have let me go in….

“Even if I give you a hundred concessions and believe Harrison’s reckless and stupid speculation that the Sears people would be fine.”

No, you definitely believed that speculation and were about to tell us to go in…

“Still, the decision should have been made by Marquis Sears. No matter if it was your action. That’s the role of a guardian.”

Cheria sternly raised her eyebrows.

“What if something had gone wrong with you?”

I hesitated and fidgeted with my fingers.

But as the silence grew longer, I finally looked at Cheria and asked back.

“But if Marquis Naisar couldn’t put Alpheus into the forest, wouldn’t Sister Shania have had to become the Crown Prince’s concubine?”

Then Cheria flinched.

Seeing that, Harrison’s eyes widened.

“What?”

He asked blankly with a trembling voice.

“Sister… is that really true?”

Cheria couldn’t answer.

Harrison ran over and grabbed Cheria’s arm.

“I’m asking if it’s true! Is it real? Huh?”

Cheria, who had been moving her lips, finally lowered her gaze.

Alpheus slowly blinked and looked at me, then muttered.

“You, how did you…”

Well, for me it was an obvious deduction.

The original Cheria had always maintained a good reputation as the heir of the Southern Region. She wasn’t a villain in the original story either.

‘Even when the Southern Region was gradually crumbling, she didn’t side with the Crown Prince.’

She just struggled desperately to protect the Southern Region.

‘For such a person to try to put us into the forest.’

Even then, she couldn’t go through with it in the end and trembled while retracting even her lies.

‘She must have been driven to a much more extreme situation than in the original.’

In the original story, Shania definitely doesn’t get sent as the Crown Prince’s concubine. No, the Crown Prince doesn’t even demand Shania as his concubine at all.

Perhaps all of this happening was…

Anyway, if that was the case, it seemed like I bore at least some responsibility for the Southern Region’s downfall.

The Crown Prince was the bad guy, but still, that was how it was.

“Just looking at her, it seems like Marquis Naisar doesn’t have the heart to push us in there, but we can’t just waste time here.”

I said, letting my shoulders droop.

I naturally couldn’t mention that Sears felt responsible for the changes from the original story.

“I also knew that my belief that Sears would be fine in there was just a hypothesis. And hypotheses need to be tested.”

I looked back and forth between Cheria and Alpheus.

Alpheus seemed angry with me earlier too, so I hoped this explanation would help calm him down a bit.

“Since Alpheus could go wrong too, that’s why I thought I should go in first. If one of us had to go wrong, it should be me.”

I had already decided to trust the original story and act accordingly.

But I didn’t simply dismiss the possibility that I might actually be crazy.

So I couldn’t just tell Alpheus to go in blindly.

‘Anyway, if Alpheus said it was okay, I was planning to trust Sears’s bloodline and go in to gather myself, so it was rational for me to go in first.’

And as a result, my reasoning was correct.

I didn’t expect Alpheus to chase after me this quickly, but anyway, Alpheus could also move freely inside the forest.

“Of course… I know that by normal children’s standards, I did a lot wrong.”

I put my hands together and spoke sincerely.

“But we’re in a position to lead our family house. The lives of countless territory residents are at stake, so we have to make the best choices no matter what.”

Cheria only moved her lips slightly.

“So Marquis Naisar too… naturally couldn’t help but fall into the temptation of wanting to deceive us. If she had only thought of herself, she would have kept her conscience, but she has to protect all the people of the Southern Region.”

It was hard to blame Cheria outright. The civilian houses in the Southern Region were already sharpened by their less-than-comfortable circumstances.

If it weren’t for this kind of extreme situation, Cheria would have become an excellent lord.

‘Even the wise rulers of history could act that indecisively if placed here and now.’

Of course, I didn’t mean I would forgive her unconditionally, but I could understand her feelings.

“Sister. Setting aside that it’s impossible to win against this kid in an argument… who do you think really did wrong here?”

Harrison pressed her as if he couldn’t believe it.

“Just who was disciplining whom here? Huh? I’m really ashamed in front of Brisa!”

Cheria hung her head low in front of Harrison, whom she had been cursing at until now.

Then Alpheus let out a sigh.

“Brisa.”

It seemed he had organized his thoughts during this time.

“You’re right, everything you said is right. Everything you said was right.”

But contrary to the content, his tone wasn’t admiring. Rather, he looked a little sad.

“You calculated everything and moved most rationally. Yeah. I understand it all.”

He slowly approached me and placed his hand on my shoulder.

“So I know that asking why you acted that way, whether you considered what the adults think, is meaningless. But I…”

Alpheus closed his eyes once, then opened them and said.

“Sometimes I’m painfully scared that you don’t cherish yourself.”

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