The Baby Who Regressed Refuses Childcare - Chapter 139

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“Whose… whose child did you say?”

Grandmother’s voice trembled endlessly as she asked back.

“Just now, Empress Karin’s unborn child… whose child did you say it was?”

I clenched my fists tightly and faced Grandmother.

“During the day, I accidentally saw Jayden Abner and Empress Karin having a secret meeting at the Great Hall Annex. It was definitely the two of them, and they talked about the child in her womb.”

“…”

“The two of them… kissed several times too.”

A brief silence flowed, and Grandmother made a groaning sound as she leaned back in her chair.

I hurriedly got up from my seat, but Grandmother raised her trembling hand as if to say she was fine.

Then she asked in a confused voice.

“So that’s why? That’s why you were at the Crown Prince’s palace with the Longton young lady.”

Grandmother gasped for breath.

“No, how on earth did things…”

I calmly opened my mouth.

And I began to explain the day’s situation one by one.

Throughout my explanation, Grandmother gripped the sofa armrests so tightly with both hands they seemed ready to break.

“He even talked about killing the Emperor? With his own mouth?!”

When I reached the part where Jayden said he would ‘kill the Emperor,’ she slammed down on the armrest with a bang!

“That foolish thing! That stupid thing! What on earth is he trying to do…!”

In Grandmother’s eyes, anger, betrayal, and fear all swirled together.

Seeing that expression made my heart feel as heavy as if a huge boulder had been tied to it.

But since I had already started, there was more I needed to confess.

“The Council Meeting incident when I was five years old… Jayden Abner was actually involved in that too.”

Grandmother’s gaze turned toward me again with disbelief.

“The person who provided information about the weapons contract cancellation to Kainton, who was an Elder at the time, was Jayden Abner.”

I explained how I had eavesdropped on the conversation between Jayden and Kainton using a micro listening device.

“At the time, I had no idea how Jayden Abner knew that information in advance, but…”

Today I realized.

“Since he has that kind of… relationship with Empress Karin, that’s probably how he knew in advance.”

“How, how could such a thing…”

I caught my breath.

What I needed to confess about Jayden wasn’t over yet.

“Also, there’s the matter of Senianna.”

Grandmother’s eyes widened more than ever.

“Senianna? Senianna, you mean that person who came to the manor when you were around six…”

“That’s right. The woman who disguised herself as a young child using black magic.”

Grandmother’s lips parted blankly.

I was about to continue speaking but hesitated and looked down.

It was because my lips wouldn’t part.

‘Is this really the best choice?’

The Senianna incident was a bit different from the previous matters.

Because to explain this incident, there was a part I absolutely had to address.

The reason I was able to immediately suspect Jayden on the first day Senianna arrived at the manor.

‘It was because Jayden’s words perfectly overlapped with what Philomena, who brought Hiana in my previous life, had said.’

So to explain this incident, I would have to confess about my regression and previous life as well.

“So…”

While I hesitated, Grandmother’s expression became even more serious.

“So, what I want to tell you is…”

“Wait a moment.”

Then Grandmother got up from her seat.

She walked to the office desk and brought back a thick blanket that had been draped over the chair.

“Annellia, aren’t you trembling right now?”

Grandmother spread out the blanket and skillfully wrapped it around my shoulders.

Then after securing it tightly, she sat down next to me.

“Are you thinking about what happened back then? Is that why you’re trembling like this…? It’s all my fault, no matter what anyone says, you are Abner’s child. My only granddaughter.”

I looked at Grandmother, speechless.

Grandmother let out a deep sigh and placed both hands on her knees.

“How have you been keeping all of this bottled up inside by yourself all this time, hmm?”

“…”

“It’s my fault. It’s because I couldn’t be trusted. How desperate my clever granddaughter must have been with no one to rely on.”

In that short moment, Grandmother’s profile had become indescribably haggard.

The moment I saw that, my lips opened without my knowing.

“I lived at Longton Castle for 12 years.”

Grandmother, who had been frozen stiff, slowly turned her head to look at me.

“…Annellia?”

Her widened eyes clearly showed an expression asking what I was talking about.

However, once the words had burst out, they continued regardless of my will.

“I was adopted when I was about to turn five, and Hiana returned when I was around twelve.”

“Annellia.”

My breathing became labored.

But as if possessed by something, I continued to pour out words.

“…Hiana was pitiful. They said she was a child who couldn’t meet her family because of me and had only suffered for a long time.”

“…”

“So, at first it just bothered me. I just didn’t want Hiana to get in trouble, so I helped her with homework.”

Something hot dropped onto the back of my hand.

When I looked down, tears were falling from my eyes one drop, two drops, soaking the blanket.

“After that, I gave her the magic formulas I had developed at the time. Sometimes Hiana asked for them, but I often just gave them to her. Because, because…”

Strength slowly entered my tightly clenched fists under the blanket.

“If I loved that child who received Father’s and my brothers’ love…”

“…”

“I thought everyone would look at me again, even just a little, even just once, so…”

The tear stains on the blanket kept growing larger.

“I wanted to become a family too, together with that child, with my brothers, with Father… all of us together…”

That’s right.

Actually, I had such thoughts every single day.

Every time I looked out at the sky with the moon alone in the dark night.

Every time I huddled in a corner of the bed, clutching a thin blanket.

Every time I finally solved a problem that wouldn’t be solved, but had no one to share the joy with.

If I took better care of Hiana, if I looked after Hiana well.

Father and my brothers would look at me again.

Even if not like they did with Hiana, they would at least accept my greetings like before.

Maybe once a week, or even once a month, they might have meals with me.

“But such things never happened…”

In the end, everything was my delusion and excessive greed.

“No one looked at me… no one.”

So I became completely alone.

In a narrow, cold solitary room where the only person who occasionally checked on me was Hiana.

When I barely managed to raise my gaze, Grandmother was looking at me with a blank expression.

I continued speaking in a voice that was barely audible.

“So I wrote a letter.”

“….”

“Five years ago, at Evehill Orphanage… Because, because Grandmother was the only one.”

“Annellia.”

“The person who recognized me for who I was… The person who said she would help me… Only Grandmother.”

My head dropped weakly.

Choked, gasping breaths rose from deep within me.

Soon I felt hands firmly holding me.

“Breathe, Annellia. It’s okay. Breathe.”

Pulling me into her embrace, Grandmother endlessly stroked my back.

“It’s okay. Everything’s okay now, so breathe.”

Noticing that the end of Grandmother’s voice was wet, my sobbing grew even louder.

I cried loudly for a long time.

Until Grandmother’s chest was completely soaked with tears and snot.

And only after a long time had passed could I continue speaking.

That I had returned from a very long time.

That I had lived 12 years at Longton Castle and returned to being four years old in this life.

After hearing everything, Grandmother was silent for a while.

And the first words that finally came were unexpected.

“…Annellia. In what little life I have left, the only thing I wanted to achieve was Abner’s stability and prosperity.”

I blinked my red, swollen eyes and looked at Grandmother.

“But today another goal was born.”

Grandmother’s purple eyes flashed coldly.

“I will definitely kill that bastard Lambert.”

“Grandmother….”

“If anyone tries to stop me, I’ll break them, and even if it’s the Imperial Court, there will be no exceptions.”

In the fireplace located on one wall of the office, logs crackled and burned.

“And I also have something to tell you.”

I opened my eyes wide and tilted my head.

Grandmother slowly parted her lips.

“Jayden is… not a child I bore myself.”

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