Surviving as the Wife of the Swordsmanship Clan’s Troublemaker - Chapter 93
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Chapter 93
Only when Docheop saw the maid clinging to his leg in tears did he finally grasp the situation.
‘Hallara had a miscarriage?’
In truth, he had never been certain that Hallara was pregnant. Francesca had confirmed the pregnancy with a physician, but Hallara herself had never spoken of it aloud.
Yet he had harbored quiet suspicions. Hallara’s House had been filled with baby things. He had even witnessed her knitting infant garments continuously.
Despite all that, she had spoken of not taking responsibility, of him not needing to take responsibility. Yet in the end, she had grasped his hand and entered the Manor—a choice that suggested she could not raise the child alone.
‘I haven’t seen baby things recently, though.’
The infant clothes and socks that had once filled Hallara’s House had vanished after she entered the Manor. He suspected that once she learned he was Docheop rather than the Mercenary, she had wanted to hide them.
Yet her behavior had never truly resembled that of an expectant mother. Even today, when she had broached the subject of her belly, she had shown no particular reaction.
But a miscarriage?
“When?”
May answered his uncertain question with a sniffling nose.
“…I’m not entirely certain of the exact date—”
She had been about to say she didn’t know. She hadn’t thought to deduce the date. She had only wanted to comfort Hallara, who had wept silently in her room, murmuring the baby’s name—Junel—to herself.
But then the memory surfaced suddenly.
“It must have been then! No, I’m certain it was then!”
A sharp breath escaped her.
As the memory crystallized, she felt suffocated.
“It must have been Geti who caused the miscarriage…!”
“Geti? Hallara’s former personal maid?”
“Yes, you know of her.”
Docheop, who had been vigilant about Hallara’s affairs, had indeed learned Geti’s name. But he had never heard the details of why the maid had been replaced.
“She was unusually jealous of the young mistress. She was greedy by nature, and she even called the maids from our Annex to conspire about driving the mistress away.”
“A maid… did that to Hallara?”
A chill radiated from Docheop in an instant.
“I apologize for not telling you sooner. The truth is, Geti ran away. I thought she fled because she feared her actions toward the mistress would be discovered, but now that I think back, I don’t believe that’s the case.”
May’s voice rose as she regained her composure. Docheop’s face, looming above her, was terrifying, but she had to speak the truth.
“I believe Geti caused the mistress’s miscarriage.”
“Your evidence?”
“On the day Geti disappeared, the Physician who was supposed to conduct the mistress’s health examination went missing.”
The Physician’s disappearance had been a matter of considerable speculation within the Manor. Francesca had sent the guards to search the Dominion, but he was found nowhere. There was reportedly no trace of him leaving the Dominion either.
“Why would the Physician have disappeared…!”
It was strange. A physician held in high regard within the Manor, one who had been born and raised in Bloodmere, had vanished.
But if Geti had harmed the Physician, that changed everything.
“That day, Chef Hotsen scolded Geti, and after that, she glared at the mistress as though she wanted to kill her. I thought she would return to the Main Building to complain to the maids she was close with, but that wasn’t what happened. After Geti disappeared, the Shopkeeper said there was no trace of her returning to the Main Building.”
Which meant that Geti, consumed by rage, had gone to only one place—where Hallara was.
“I don’t know what she did to the mistress. Geti was willing to use us to drive the mistress away. Her eyes were wild—she could have done anything… Perhaps she learned the mistress was pregnant and harmed her….”
A shudder.
May, unable to continue, wiped her flowing tears. As she spoke, the puzzle pieces fell perfectly into place. Upon hearing of the child, she must have thought that without the child, there would be no reason for Hallara to remain in the Manor. And in her fury, she had harmed the mistress and fled.
“And then I happened to run into the Physician who came to examine the young mistress….”
“You eliminated the Physician?”
May nodded with difficulty.
If she hadn’t caused the miscarriage, there would be no reason for the Physician to vanish.
Docheop fell silent at this plausible deduction, then asked a question.
“May. Are you certain that Hallara’s pregnancy was confirmed?”
For this hypothesis to hold, I needed absolute confirmation that Hallara was pregnant.
“The Shopkeeper told me that when the mistress was at the Village House, he saw a Doctor leaving after a consultation. When he asked the Doctor, he said it was early pregnancy.”
A Doctor was called to the Village House? At that time, Hallara didn’t even remember meeting me. Yet she called for a Doctor? I’d heard she only knew Michelle in the village.
‘That’s strange.’
From that point on, I felt a peculiar sense of déjà vu.
“Is there anything else?”
“Well… I’ve been agonizing over whether to tell you this. Ah, just thinking about it makes the tears come first.”
May wiped her glistening eyes and continued in a small voice.
“Whenever the mistress was alone in her room, she would call out to the child….”
The memory of that sight suddenly overwhelmed May’s emotions.
“She spoke to herself with such excitement. Sob.”
“Do you remember what she said?”
When Docheop asked, May nodded. Day after day, whenever May was absent, Hallara would talk to herself without fail.
“Things like how grateful she was to have you, how it gave her strength. Sometimes she’d call the child by name and suggest eating together. Sob. And whenever I entered, she’d startle terribly.”
“By name?”
“…As expected, you don’t know, young master. The mistress had already chosen a name for the child.”
Tears streamed freely down May’s cheeks.
“It’s Junel. The name the mistress gave to the baby.”
And with that name spoken, the sorrowful atmosphere shattered instantly.
Junel?
That was the sword spirit that only Hallara, who possessed eyes to see spirits, could perceive. May had mistaken Hallara’s conversations with Junel for soliloquies.
Only then did a single conclusion crystallize in my confused mind.
‘She’s not pregnant.’
She was never pregnant to begin with.
For some reason, everyone had simply mistaken the situation for pregnancy.
With that realization, everything fell into place. Hallara telling me not to take responsibility, her not behaving like an expectant mother, and never once mentioning pregnancy to me.
“Ha.”
A deflated breath escaped from deep within my lungs.
‘I feel like I’ve been deceived.’
Yet ironically, Hallara had never intended to deceive me. She’d never once claimed to be pregnant. It was simply that various circumstances had aligned perfectly.
“It wasn’t….”
Neither the Hallara before regression nor the Hallara now was pregnant. Even if we’d spent one night together, a child wouldn’t appear so easily.
‘But why do I feel this way?’
The bewilderment and relief were fleeting. Instead, a profound emptiness settled heavily in my chest.
He was startled by his own reaction.
He had never been certain of the pregnancy.
Even if it existed, it remained unclear whether the child belonged to Hallara or to him. In truth, the possibility that there had been no pregnancy at all was considerable. She had not appeared as someone who had lost a child. So perhaps it was best to simply accept that nothing had ever existed.
The moment the word “nothing” solidified in his mind, something deep within his chest seemed to collapse and sink. It felt as though the mysterious thread connecting him and her had vanished.
He clenched his teeth.
This was undeniably strange.
He had not married her out of love. No—before the regression, he had even despised Hallara. Had she not existed, he could have been present when the Manor fell.
Time had passed, and when he returned and saw her again, what he felt was curiosity and questions about how she had changed.
That was all.
Then why did the mere possibility that a being who might have existed within Hallara’s womb had disappeared leave him grasping at empty air like this?
He slowly drew in a breath and closed his eyes.
‘What am I thinking right now?’
He deliberately suppressed the strange emotion that threatened to overwhelm him.
And he assessed the reality first.
What mattered was the fact that Hallara currently had no child.
“Who else knows of this besides me?”
“No one, sir. The Mother-in-law assigned a new physician, but… I managed to avoid him.”
As she spoke, May lay down as though prostrating herself on the floor.
Docheop helped her to her feet.
“Well done.”
She believed Hallara had been pregnant.
A child of the Manor. A potential heir.
If the child had disappeared, his mother would calculate gains and losses rather than grieve. And after her calculations, there was every possibility she would deem Hallara a useless existence.
‘I cannot lose Hallara.’
He looked down at May slowly.
“Listen carefully.”
He spoke in a low, resolute voice.
“Until I give permission, you are to speak of this to no one.”
“…Yes.”
“That includes Geti.”
“Yes!”
He watched May for a moment before adding.
“And you are to say nothing to Hallara about the child either.”
“Understood.”
May answered in a voice that seemed lighter, as though a burden had been lifted.
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ouu shi i had hoped this would turn out to be bit angsty n stuff but thats okay too ig