Siena Dating Agency - Chapter 88

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88.

I couldn’t answer right away.

That was because Johan’s words contained content I hadn’t anticipated in the slightest.

‘Wh… what did he say?’

He wants to cancel the request?

At most, I expected everyday remarks like ‘Have you eaten?’ or ‘What business took you out?’

‘Or if not that, I thought he’d nag me once more about taking a knight along.’

That was as far as my knowledge of Johan’s personality went.

I blinked my eyes.

The faster I blinked, the more my throat felt stuffed and stuffy, as if blocked by a stone.

I barely managed to ask back.

“Pardon…?”

“It’s exactly as I said. I asked you to help with manipulating a romance with Violet Bringer, but…”

Johan paused for a moment.

Soon his eyebrows hardened, and his voice flowed out again.

“I want to withdraw that request.”

His voice was as firm as his expression.

‘Actually, I was so flustered that I was even wondering if I had misheard…’

But Johan had delivered the final confirmation.

He continued speaking.

“I’ve thought about it a lot. The Center Director and staff accepted my unreasonable request and worked hard for it.”

“…”

“The time and passion you put into helping my romance… I absolutely don’t take those lightly.”

“…”

“But no matter how much I think about it, I’ve concluded that canceling the request is the right thing to do. That’s why I’m taking the liberty of telling you this.”

My mouth gradually fell open.

‘No… what is this.’

Of course I knew Johan wasn’t doing this because he looked down on us.

‘He’s absolutely not someone who would despise others.’

But still…

‘The fact that he decided to cancel the request means there was some kind of trigger for it.’

I spoke up in a small voice.

“That… yes, that…”

“…”

“M-may I ask why you suddenly came to think that way?”

Johan wasn’t particularly surprised to hear the question.

He answered in a clear voice.

“Because I no longer like Violet Bringer.”

I had barely calmed down to ask that question… but it was all for nothing.

‘…Huh?’

No… does this make any sense?

‘Until recently, he was blushing over a single handkerchief that Violet chose for him.’

When Violet was attending the ball, he said he would go too.

“As expected of the Center Director. I trust you, Center Director.”

After tearing my heart to shreds like that all this time…!

‘It suddenly turns out like this?’

At this point, I began to doubt whether this was reality.

‘Is this a dream?’

Unless it was a dream, there’s no way things would go as I had hoped…

Just then, Johan’s voice reached me.

“Additionally… I’ve come to like another woman. I realized my feelings not long ago.”

My eyes, which had been blankly unfocused, finally became clear.

‘Ah, so that’s why…’

If that was the reason, it made sense.

But my brow furrowed immediately.

‘…What nonsense. No, that’s not right.’

This makes even less sense, doesn’t it?

‘He’s switching from Violet to another woman?’

After liking such a beautiful woman, another woman caught his eye?

Good grief, it was strange.

Both Violet and Johan.

‘Is switching around willy-nilly trending these days…?’

Maybe I can’t understand because I’ve been a pine tree digging only #gentle men for N years.

I barely managed to calm my breathing and answered.

“Then…”

“…”

“Yes, I understand. For now… I’ll keep that in mind.”

“…”

“We’ll discontinue Marquis Beloster’s request… here.”

Then Johan nodded twice.

His expression showed not a trace of hesitation.

‘How absurd.’

He liked Violet so much, yet he has no lingering attachment.

I realized once again through this opportunity.

New love is truly powerful.

Johan, who had switched to someone else, had a similar expression to Violet’s.

“…”

I swallowed dry saliva.

‘Johan gave up on Violet, but… it’s because of another woman.’

This was tremendous news.

And if I were to organize my current feelings, it was exactly like this.

‘I see.’

In other words, even after hearing Johan’s surprising confession, my heart didn’t ache or feel bitter.

The reason was simple.

‘Because I no longer think of Johan as a romantic interest.’

In his place… Lian had entered.

This way, I could realize once again the fact that I liked Lian.

After thinking briefly, I asked.

“Are you perhaps requesting a relationship manipulation with that woman?”

Even speaking so directly, I felt fine.

“…So what you’re saying, Marquis Beloster, is…”

“…”

“Are you asking us to ‘manipulate’ a romance between you and the woman you have unrequited love for?”

In the old days, I used to tremble with every word I spoke.

Johan met my gaze and hesitated for some time.

Then he slowly shook his head.

“…That’s not it. It probably wouldn’t be possible anyway.”

My head tilted slightly in confusion.

‘Manipulation wouldn’t be possible?’

Why does he think that way?

Honestly, it didn’t make much sense to me.

After all, wasn’t Johan the one who asked me to connect him with Violet, someone he had no connection with?

My staff and I had struggled desperately with that strange request, and it had been somewhat successful.

But now, why…

‘Just who is this woman he’s newly fallen for?’

While I was thinking this, Johan added,

“And this time, I want to try solving it with my own strength.”

As the corners of his mouth lifted, pretty dimples appeared.

Just seeing that, I could tell he had just spoken his complete truth.

“With your own strength…”

I slowly murmured.

Soon a smile bloomed on my lips.

“…I see. I understand.”

My conversation with Johan ended there.

A slightly awkward atmosphere lingered in the carriage.

I kept my mouth shut and looked down at my feet.

‘Just who is the woman who stole Johan’s heart?’

The woman who beat Violet, that peerless beauty…

I didn’t know who she was, but she was certainly an amazing person.

‘How kind and pretty must she be for Johan to immediately lose interest in Violet?’

I glanced at Johan sitting across from me.

He was looking out the window.

A relaxed smile lingered on his lips.

“…”

I swept the inside of my mouth with my tongue.

‘…Still, it’s fortunate.’

Because now Johan won’t get hurt anymore.

In reality, Violet and Johan would have been difficult to connect.

No matter how much the staff put their heads together and manipulated situations, in the end she chose The Prince.

‘Now that’s become Lian.’

But since Johan voluntarily gave up on Violet, a path of flowers was now spread before him.

‘Johan will be able to succeed in love.’

Until now it was difficult because his competition was The Prince.

Finally my heart felt at ease.

Should I say I felt relieved?

‘I don’t like you anymore, Johan.’

But my wish for you not to get hurt remains the same.

The romantic feelings I had for Johan had disappeared.

But still caring for Johan Beloster as a person and praying for his future to be warm remained the same as before.

“Um, Center Director.”

Suddenly his mouth opened.

I refocused my gaze that had been drifting in the air.

“Yes?”

“Well…”

Johan hesitated after being the one to start speaking.

“What is it?”

He stared intently at me, then mumbled his words.

“…Never mind.”

“…”

“I’ll tell you when we get out of the carriage.”

It was a somewhat unsatisfying answer.

‘What could it be that he’s postponing it?’

But I just accepted it.

“Yes, alright.”

For now, I had something I needed to do.

‘I need to pray for Johan and that amazing woman who beat Violet to do well together.’

God, are you listening?

Although you’re a lousy god who possessed me into some insignificant workaholic NPC…

I’ll still pray.

‘Please don’t let Johan get hurt this time.’

Please let Johan succeed in love and be happy.

‘As Johan’s number one fan…’

If my former favorite can be happy, that alone would be enough for me.

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