Marriage with the Beast Senior - Chapter 44

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Chapter 44

 

Without even having time to dry her hair, she headed to the living room and caught sight of Jaejun standing in front of the large window overlooking the night view.

 

She had always known he was tall and well-built, but had he been consistently exercising and taking care of himself since college?

 

From his broad shoulders to his clean upper body lines that fell without excess, he drew more attention than even this luxurious space.

 

He was no longer just the handsome, tall college senior who had been endlessly kind only to her.

 

During the time she had been floundering in the swamp of misfortune, he had become a complete adult who had cultivated a weighty sophistication and mature charm that made him difficult to approach carelessly.

 

Suddenly, the distance between him and herself began to feel truly vast.

 

Would someone like me dare to say I want to be his person?

 

Wouldn’t I end up stealing away all the light from such a brilliant and wonderful person?

 

While Yoomin was caught up in complex emotions, perhaps sensing her presence, Jaejun slowly turned around.

 

She hadn’t noticed when she saw him at the academy and her family home, but standing under these glamorous and luxurious lights definitely brought out his features more.

 

He was someone who belonged in places like this. A person who should always be in such places had come to dreary places just to see me.

 

Mixed feelings of both sorry and grateful weighed heavily on her chest.

 

“Why didn’t you dry your hair? Are you trying to catch a cold?”

 

When Yoomin didn’t answer, he began taking steps to close the distance between them.

 

The closer the physical distance became, the more his presence grew uncontrollably large in her heart.

 

Was it because she had forcibly locked away her heart, telling herself she would never be involved with him again after meeting him for the first time in so long?

 

Her heart, released as much as it had been confined, ran wild beyond control.

 

The moment his scent penetrated her nostrils and spurred on her already wild heart.

 

“Hup.”

 

Yoomin took a deep breath and squeezed her eyes shut.

 

Jaejun, who had no way of knowing what changes and resolutions were floating around in her heart, lifted the towel that had been draped over her shoulders.

 

He unfolded the vertically rolled towel, placed it on Yoomin’s head, and began gently patting it like drying a puppy’s fur.

 

“I had a vague expectation about it.”

 

At his gentle voice, Yoomin carefully answered, “About what?”

 

“That you might not have a good relationship with your family.”

 

Ah. He must be curious about many things regarding me.

 

Now that things had come to this, hiding herself from Jaejun was meaningless.

 

“That shaman from earlier. I don’t know since when… but she’s been a shaman that Grandfather has believed in blindly for a very long time. Since I was in elementary school, so it’s been at least 15 years.”

 

Jaejun blinked slightly as if telling her to continue.

 

“That shaman apparently said so. That my cousin Suji has a fate of short life.”

 

“Short life?”

 

“Yes. She said if she marries at twenty-five, she has the fate of being killed by her husband.”

 

A slight crack appeared in Jaejun’s brow.

 

His uncomfortable expression clearly showed that he thought it was nonsense.

 

“Sure enough. Suji apparently had a marriage proposal come in. The other party was Kim Byeongtae. So I went in her place.”

 

“Just because you marry Kim Byeongtae instead doesn’t mean Hong Suji’s fate will change.”

 

“Yes. But apparently my fortune is similar to Suji’s. Yun Bosal apparently tried to use some strange secret method to switch mine and Hong Suji’s fates.”

 

Jaejun laughed.

 

It was such ridiculous nonsense that not just Jaejun, but anyone who heard it would laugh.

 

However, Yoomin couldn’t laugh.

 

Because she was the person who had almost been sacrificed to that ridiculous act.

 

“The story that’s coming next will be even more ridiculous. That Suji got hurt because I didn’t marry Kim Byeongtae right away-”

 

“No.”

 

Jaejun cut off Yoomin’s words.

 

“I didn’t laugh at your family’s story.”

 

“…What? Then why did you laugh?”

 

“I’m glad I went to get Hong Yoomin.”

 

He picked up the towel he had put down and gently touched Yoomin’s head as if stroking it.

 

“I really did well to act as my heart led me.”

 

That touch was so tenderly heartbreaking that her heart welled up.

 

In the end, Yoomin brought up not the story about her family, but what she wanted to say to Jaejun.

 

“Senior. We only knew each other for 3 or 4 months in college.”

 

“So what about that?”

 

“We weren’t even dating.”

 

“I wanted to, but you never gave me an answer until the end.”

 

“I borrowed money from you saying I’d do assignments for you, but I couldn’t repay either the assignments or the money.”

 

“More than that, disappearing without a word was harder.”

 

Using the word “hard” rather than resentment made her heart churn even more.

 

Yoomin placed her hand over his and held it.

 

“Senior.”

 

His eyes shone seriously as if telling her to say anything.

 

“Do you still like me?”

 

He answered without hesitation as if he had heard something obvious.

 

“I told you. I’ll go straight for you for life.”

 

“Should I date you, oppa?”

 

“I’m not in a situation to date, and my feelings for you aren’t that big yet.”

 

“I can just keep going straight so your feelings can grow, right?”

 

“How long are you planning to do that?”

 

“In the current situation, I can answer for life.”

 

Back then, even to herself who had never properly dated, Jaejun’s feelings were firm enough not to be confusing.

 

At that time, even without knowing what ‘love’ was, they were young people who would say they were dying because of someone once they fell for them, so it wasn’t strange.

 

On the other hand, what about now?

 

Five years had passed, and hadn’t they passed the age of blindly liking someone?

 

But why was the current Jaejun saying the same things as five years ago?

 

“Did you not hear me well? Should I say it again?”

 

“Ah. No. No…”

 

Yoomin shook her head while pulling down his hands that were covering her head.

 

She held his hands tightly like that.

 

“This might sound shameless, no. I am shameless. But. Meeting you again at this point, when you were the one who at least let me breathe in the past, honestly makes me greedy.”

 

Jaejun listened to her words with a serious expression.

 

“I want to laugh like before. And I think it would be difficult without you.”

 

He only blinked without any change in expression.

 

“So, the thing is.”

 

She couldn’t even gauge how absurd what she was about to say would sound to him.

 

She was so nervous that her throat ached and her hand holding his trembled.

 

Perhaps feeling this, he escaped from Yoomin’s grasp and then wrapped her hands with his large hands again.

 

Embraced by the larger, warmer warmth, she was enchanted into blurting out the rest.

 

“Sen, Senior…!”

 

“Yeah. What about me?”

 

“Would you… ma, marry me?!”

 

Silence flowed.

 

Now that she had said it, it was even more insane.

 

But for Yoomin, it was the only straw she could grasp.

 

She simply wanted to laugh again like when she was in college.

 

Now she wanted to distance herself from her family and live like a human being.

 

In the end, she proposed to him because she wanted to live normally like others.

 

She had made the most shameless, pathetic, and unfair proposal in the world.

 

“Whether then or now, you’re still the same at making me flustered.”

 

The corners of his mouth slowly rose.

 

She would refuse, right…?

 

I would refuse too.

 

However.

 

“But doesn’t everything have an order? Dating before marriage.”

 

“….”

 

“Should we try following that proper sequence?”

 

It wasn’t a complete rejection.

 

He was giving Yoomin a chance.

 

Yoomin hid her complicated feelings and said.

 

“You said earlier that you’d go straight for me. Then… I can go straight too, right? Then we’d be dating… right?”

 

“No.”

 

A sense of futility flashed in Yoomin’s eyes.

 

“…What?”

 

“Now that I think about it, someone disappeared and cut off the road, so I can’t go straight right away.”

 

Yoomin’s lips moved wordlessly with a flustered expression.

 

He said he’d go straight, so I said I’d go straight too…

 

Who suddenly brings up past mistakes like that.

 

While she couldn’t hide her disappointed expression, his firm arm wrapped around Yoomin’s waist.

 

Then he pulled her tightly into his embrace.

 

Their abdomens pressed together seamlessly, close enough to feel each other’s skin through their clothes.

 

“If you’re willing to participate in the restoration work, I’ll consider it.”

 

The low voice that flowed out was dangerously tempting like a devil’s seduction.

 

“Ah. Is it because I talked too much?”

 

“….”

 

“My mouth feels dry.”

 

His slowly descending gaze leisurely traced Yoomin’s lips before settling back on her eyes.

 

“Would it help if I moistened your lips?”

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