In This Life, I Want an Oscar, Not a Husband - Chapter 83

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This life, I choose The Oscars over a husband.
Chapter 83

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Kang Ye-reum
The Cassette Tape commercial just dropped~ Check it out later~
Kang Ye-reum
(link)

It seemed the Cassette Tape commercial I’d filmed during the preparation period for the Celebrity Karaoke Competition had been released.

Kang Ye-reum
The Bella Simo pictorial shoot might be locked in soon?
Kang Ye-reum
Let’s pick out some outfits.

So the wardrobe selection from Hell was about to begin again.
I was scrolling through my phone during my break when it happened.
Seo A-reum approached from behind me.
“Why are you on your phone like that?”
This woman.
Can she really tell just by sound?
Or is her intuition just that sharp?
“It’s my break time.”
“That’s true, I suppose.”
Seo A-reum said this and sat down beside me.
Her white cane snapped shut with a crisp flutter, like a fan closing.
I committed the image to memory.
I’d been practicing recently to use the visually impaired cane naturally and seamlessly.
“But that teacher over there…”
I looked in the direction Seo A-reum was pointing.
It was Go Heung-jae.
‘How does she pinpoint things so accurately?’
“Go Heung-jae?”
“Yes.”
Is this another request to change instructors?
Go Heung-jae did stumble a bit earlier.
But what Seo A-reum whispered into my ear was something entirely different.
“You’re handsome.”
“….”
I sat there stunned for a moment, then let out a soft laugh.
Seo A-reum.
She really is adorable.
Like a proud little cat, I suppose.
“Why are you laughing?”
“Just because. You’re cute.”
“…!”
I watched as Seo A-reum’s ears turned crimson.
So she’s fallen for Go Heung-jae after all, it seems.

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After the volunteer day ended, Go Heung-jae walked toward the Parking Lot.
For the record, Seo Kyung-bin had another schedule and left in the Company car, while Maeng Hye-seung departed a bit early for an audition.
That left me and Go Heung-jae, and he offered to drive me home.
I naturally assumed he meant the Company car, but it was his personal vehicle.
“You brought your own car?”
Wouldn’t someone of Go Heung-jae’s caliber move around in a Company car even for personal schedules?
Go Heung-jae, noticing my confusion, spoke up.
“I’m not the type to have my Manager barking orders even on personal time.”
With that, Go Heung-jae opened the passenger door for me.
“Ah… I see….”
He had a point, but I should probably brush it off.
I climbed into Go Heung-jae’s car with an embarrassed smile.
Impressive, indeed.
The fully-equipped foreign luxury car carried within it the crystallized results of Go Heung-jae’s meticulously built filmography.
In other words: money.
Romance leads really do pay well.
‘I need to become wealthy too.’
I’m not acting to become rich, but in this industry, one’s market value is essentially one’s talent.
It was while I was thinking such thoughts.
Go Heung-jae, hands on the steering wheel, said something cryptic.
“I’ve learned a lot from you.”
“Pardon?”
“Is that deadpan face subtly deflecting the conversation intentional, or just a habit?”
“Neither of those.”
“…But I graduated from the Film & Theater Department.”
“Ah, yes.”
Right. Everyone knew that Go Heung-jae was from that prestigious Dongguk University Film & Theater Department.
“I was top of my class there.”
…Why the sudden boasting?
“So I’ve always had confidence that my acting wouldn’t fall short anywhere. What remained for me was finding a character that truly fit me. Acting is a profession where you get chosen. No matter how talented I am, if I’m not chosen, it’s all for nothing.”
It’s a harsh truth, but it’s the reality.
An actor with brilliant skills but no use is unnecessary.
For instance, if you have an intense warrior woman image standing around 180 centimeters tall, but the Korean Market doesn’t use that style, then as an actor you’re finished.
However—
Even if you’re born with a somewhat unique character, overcoming that handicap and making yourself into a character that “sells” is also the actor’s role.
That’s why I only half-agreed with the saying that “acting is a profession where you get chosen.”
Acting is a profession where you get chosen, but simultaneously it’s also a profession where you make yourself get chosen.
Ultimately, an actor’s skill includes the creativity to blend their character naturally into the work.
“That’s why during the reading, I tried to match ad-libs with Soo-hyun and you. To catch the Director’s and Writer’s eyes. I felt there wasn’t much I could bring to life with that script alone.”
Smart, as expected.
“But today, while helping the kids here, I realized something. A character isn’t just what’s written in the script—it’s something I create. In the blanks not written in the script, in those spaces between the lines, there’s so much more I can do than I thought.”
Hmm. So you learned what it’s like to live alongside someone with a visual impairment.
I understood Go Heung-jae’s words immediately.
Truth be told, there was calculation behind bringing Go Heung-jae here.
Go Heung-jae’s acting was excellent, but their understanding of visual impairment was somewhat lacking.
If an actor with many scenes together gave more creative performances, it would definitely help my acting as well.
“You must have found it quite frustrating, our Soo-hyun~ watching me act?”
“Huh? No, it wasn’t that bad?”
As I startled, Go Heung-jae seized the opening.
“Oh, it was frustrating?”
“It wasn’t!”
As I denied it, Go Heung-jae let out a snort of laughter.
“Well, anyway. I’ve been curious about something since before. Is mystique your concept?”
“No. Not at all.”
“Then why don’t you appear on variety shows much? Someone like you should be getting plenty of offers.”
That was true.
But most of them conflicted with filming, so I turned them down.
And—

“I think I need a bit more training before I go on variety shows…?”

Manager Jang’s worried tone certainly played a part in it.
I was a bit concerned about myself too.
Beyond just sitting down and chatting with the other actors from the production, actually showing my true self on a variety show….
‘This won’t be easy.’
Because of the trauma from my past life, it was still difficult for me to reveal my authentic self.
“I think I’m not as good at variety shows as I thought.”
“As you thought…?”
At Go Heung-jae’s words, I furrowed my brow.
This guy.
“Heh… Soo-hyun is fun to tease.”
“….”
Since he was my senior, there was nothing I could say.
That’s when Go Heung-jae asked.
“You know Producer Lee Seop-jae?”
Producer Lee Seop-jae?
Is there anyone in the entire country who doesn’t know that producer?
The producer who made 【Camping for the First Time】 a massive hit, and then struck gold again with 【Cafe for the First Time】.
Especially 【Cafe for the First Time】—it became a hot topic because they filmed it completely raw and real, with people running a cafe abroad, serving customers, brewing coffee, and handling guests.
“Of course I do.”
“That producer is doing a new season of 【Cafe for the First Time】. But they’ve already cast everyone, and a guest just dropped out.”
“Ah, I see… But senior… I mean, how do you know about that?”
“Because I’m close with the producer?”
Go Heung-jae smiled brightly.
“So you’re going on it? This time?”
“Nope. They said it’s a female guest slot.”
“Ah….”
“So here’s the thing—why don’t you give it a try? I’ll talk to the producer about it. Well, it’s a bit weaker compared to what you gave me….”
Go Heung-jae spoke as if he felt awkward about it.
“But it’s actually a pretty good opportunity.”
A pretty good opportunity?
Is he joking?
That’s literally a jackpot slot!

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