I’m Trying to End This Possession - Chapter 255
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Chapter 255
The moment she offered her greeting.
All memories began to converge in one place. Like scattered puzzle pieces finally coming together, at last.
“….”
What she realized was just one thing.
I’m truly not in my right mind.
“Your Holiness. I think I’m….”
Dana slowly diagnosed her own condition.
“I don’t think my mind is intact.”
“I am aware of that.”
“…I suppose that would be the case?”
“Yes.”
“I’m sorry about what happened earlier. I was mistaken….”
“I don’t mind, so there’s no need to explain.”
Well, of course.
He’s not the type to care about every action of a crazy woman.
It was probably just like a small mayfly landing on him. Too bothersome to even wave his hand to shoo it away.
He could just kill me….
“Your Holiness.”
Yes, he could kill me….
“Speak.”
No, I wish he would kill me….
“Is it possible to kill a soul?”
At that, Justio’s eyes sharpened like ice blades.
“Why do you ask.”
“….”
“Answer me. Why do you ask.”
That’s right. Why did I ask that?
I didn’t have any particular thought.
It just flowed out like spring water. Because.
Because that was.
“When I was Danawin.”
Dana realized as she answered.
“I think I really, truly wanted to die.”
More than any other timeline, the influence from when she was Danawin was too immense.
‘I lived as Danawin Windsor for far too long.’
How long did I live? I think it was almost 10 years.
With my mind manipulated, living as their pretty doll. As a follower of the Diana faith.
While being dominated by the Windsor men.
Rodrigo Windsor. Demian Windsor. And.
‘Viego Windsor.’
At that moment, her insides grew hot. As if someone had forcibly set fire to them, scorching heat surged forth.
When she was Danawin Windsor, she had often encountered Viego.
“Do you like living as a doll?”
He didn’t control her. Instead, he mocked her.
“No, you’re not even a doll. You’re no different from a dog raised by Father and Grandfather. Get your head straight.”
He sneered and sneered again.
“Fetch it.”
He would remove a button and toss it on the floor.
“With your mouth.”
He also inflicted great humiliation upon her.
I threw myself to save you when you were young.
And this is how you repay that.
‘As I thought, saving you back then was wrong.’
When the radical priests of the Diana faith tried to capture young Viego.
Dana couldn’t just stand by and watch, so she intervened. And was captured instead, suffering all kinds of torture.
Young Viego witnessed that cruel moment clearly. Until those green eyes withered away hollowly.
He saw it all.
The price Danawin paid to save him.
Yet instead of saving me, far from it. Far from it!
You became the Cult Leader of the Diana faith and spread that power across the entire continent?
‘All the Windsor Family humans are trash.’
Danawin’s life, captured and oppressed by them.
It was truly horrific.
‘It’s fortunate that Danawin died.’
…But how did I die?
The moment she felt puzzled, a headache struck down on her crown. Dana groaned and clutched her head.
It hurts.
And she had just realized that strangely, the memories of Danawin’s last few years were hazy.
As if someone had forcibly covered that time. Like misty fog had settled in her mind, it was hazy.
Enduring that pain, Dana tried to squeeze out the memories.
‘Someone definitely helped me escape from the Sanctuary.’
Then, Justio, who had been lost in deep thought for a while, opened his lips.
“If you wish it.”
His voice was surprisingly low.
“I will seal the memories you experienced in other times.”
“…Sealing?”
“Yes.”
“Then I’ll forget everything?”
“That’s correct.”
“I see.”
Dana nodded blankly.
Forget everything.
Danawin Windsor’s life. Danae Grants’ life.
Except for the time she’s currently living in, she would forget everything experienced in other times….
Then she would forget this hatred too.
…How is that different from forgiveness?
Her chest, her soul began to slowly burn hot. Her vacant eyes sharpened. Her hazy mind cleared.
“No.”
For some reason, laughter spilled out.
“Absolutely not.”
I could never forget this memory.
No one has even apologized to me yet, so how could I forget for free?
“I won’t forget anything. I can never forget that person.”
“That person?”
“My husband.”
Dana giggled. Why was that? Why did it suddenly seem so amusing?
“Demian.”
Demian. My husband.
How utterly infuriating that you died!
At the thought of him, Dana’s body trembled. Uncontrollable laughter kept spilling out.
“I miss my husband so much.”
Ah, if I were in my right mind like now, there would be so much I’d want to say to him.
You bastard, I really hate you. A coward with too much greed. Strong pride but weak self-esteem, a pathetic fool who only worked that flashy body of yours!
“Is it possible to summon the souls of the dead?”
“Do you miss that man?”
“Yes.”
I must look like a crazy woman.
Well, what can I do?
I really am crazy.
“Normally, souls enter the cycle of reincarnation after death.”
After a brief silence, Justio spoke in a firm voice. Dana didn’t miss the clue that sentence provided.
“Normally means there are exceptions, right?”
“Some fall into Purgatory or become wandering spirits drifting through the Nine Heavens.”
“Purgatory?”
“It’s where souls truly stained with evil go.”
“Ah… Demian must be there…”
“No, he would have entered the cycle of reincarnation. No matter how great his sins, they are by human worldly standards.”
Justio stated firmly.
“Very few human souls go to Purgatory. That place is a prison for demons. Also, becoming a wandering spirit is not common.”
“…”
“So let go of those already dead from your heart. There is no way to see them again.”
Dana’s face became sullen. So I really can’t see him. Suddenly my excitement was completely dampened—
No, wait.
‘Rodrigo is still alive.’
Crack, an ember ignites in the cold ashes.
Right. Rodrigo is still there.
Viego is there.
And.
“Dana is a vengeful spirit that burrows into Windsor Family men.”
Karl Windsor, who treated me like the Windsor Family curse, is still alive too!
Heat surged again. The air became fragrant as if intoxicated. It was fortunate. There were still survivors.
“Your Holiness.”
In a good mood, Dana smiled broadly.
“We’ve made deals several times before, haven’t we? I think we’ve built sufficient trust between us.”
“…”
“So how about joining hands once more? This will be our last deal.”
Why is he looking at me like that?
Justio’s blue gaze started from her eyes, flowed down to her cheeks, and settled on her chin. At that moment, something cold dropped onto the back of her hand, and only then did Dana belatedly realize.
I was crying.
Well, so what. It doesn’t matter.
“Your Holiness terribly hates the Windsor Family and the Diana Church. Including me, of course.”
Justio knows.
That the source of her power is the Seven-Headed Serpent—that is, a demon. Perhaps she was the most disgusting existence to him.
“I want to bring them down. Please help me. Or, let me help Your Holiness.”
It was an alliance proposal. Dana raised her pinky finger.
“I promise. After bringing them down, I’ll cleanly disappear from This World too.”
“What does that mean?”
“I mean I’ll literally disappear from This World. I have an original world where I lived, and I mean I’ll return to that world.”
“Return?”
“Yes.”
“If you cannot return.”
To that question, Dana smiled brightly.
“I’ll die for you.”
Actually, that wouldn’t be too bad either, Danawin Windsor whispered seductively in her mind. Then she could rest peacefully.
“Don’t worry. I won’t ask for Your Holiness’s help in such matters. I’ll die and definitely disappear in a way completely unrelated to Your Holiness.”
Dana extended her hand.
Hoping that her hand would feel a little less disgusting to him.
“Please join your will with mine.”
However, Justio did not take her hand. He didn’t even look at that hand.
That didn’t mean he had rejected her proposal.
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