I Just Wanted Revenge, But Everyone Loves Me - Chapter 82

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Episode 82
‘You are the blessing of our family!’
I can’t quite remember when I first cried.
The memory’s hazy, but one thing stands out clearly: my father’s face, beaming with such unbounded joy that his smile split his entire expression.
But joy, it seemed, never lasted.
Joy became expected, and the gift I’d once treasured as extraordinary faded into the mundane.
And so the years slipped by.
Persecuted under the guise of family, I eventually lost everything.
My tears, my health, my sanity.
‘Damn it! Why won’t you cry? Why?! Because of you I can’t even collect the payment I was promised, and what is this?! As a member of Amelot I finally thought I’d be useful, but……!’
‘Why don’t we just torture her if tears will come out? We just have to make sure she doesn’t die!’
‘We fed you, clothed you, gave you everything, and you can’t even manage one simple thing—crying—so what are we supposed to do now? Because of you I can’t pay back my debts!’
Unable to produce a Jewel, I became the family’s scourge overnight.
And then I ran away.
‘Someone like you……!’
‘Go on, die already! Die!’
“Gasp?!”
My eyes snapped open and I bolted upright.
“Hah, hah……?”
Thump-thump-thump-thump.
I gripped my wildly racing heart and swept my gaze frantically around the room.
A bed so wide and vast that several people could sleep on it. Little figurines and flowers scattered throughout the room.
A gentle breeze and warm sunlight streaming in. The fresh scent of grass.
I looked around and murmured dazily.
“That’s right. I…….”
I came to Bangkadium.
* * *
While the Empire had several Bangkadium residences, the largest and most magnificent was naturally the one in the Capital.
That is, the grand Bangkadium Mansion that was well known throughout the realm.
“Wow.”
The moment my eyes opened, I made straight for the window and gasped at the sprawling garden before me.
If the Imperial Palace lay to the north of the Capital, then Bangkadium was positioned to the west and higher up.
Set apart from the crowded squares where people gathered. That’s why the surroundings were so quiet—the only sounds were the clear songs of birds.
‘I feel like I’ve seen this before.’
Since so few people visited the Bangkadium Mansion, all sorts of rumors took root—stories that monsters devoured anyone who entered.
That people were locked away there. That many had ventured in but none had ever come out alive.
‘There were plenty of scary stories about this place.’
Back then, I’d believed every word and absolutely dreaded the thought of ever coming here.
‘But it’s not like that at all.’
What could be more beautiful, more peaceful, more serene than this?
I rested my chin on the windowsill and laughed softly, basking in the warm morning light.
“My, my. You seem to love the view so much. You’ve been looking at nothing but the scenery all morning.”
“Looking at it makes me feel warm!”
The mansion in the Mountain Range often had hazy days because of its location, and the scenery consisted mostly of peaked mountains and cliffs.
But here there were lush green trees and grass, not to mention great fountains and ponds both large and small.
And the weather was warm and clear!
‘It’s so wonderful!’
Perhaps it was because I’d lived only in an attic.
I had a particular fondness for sunlight. Even back at Iztale, what I’d loved most was the time allowed for walks.
Being able to feel the sunlight freely without any restrictions—that was something I’d yearned for my whole life.
So there I was, basking in the warmth and draped across the windowsill, when—
“Eek!”
“Come now, our young lady. Shall we stop the snoozy game and try the scrub-a-dub bath game instead?”
Io scooped me up and carried me toward the bed. Even after arriving at the mansion, Io, Mery, and Rishi had remained by my side.
“Oh, wait, it’s a bit cool. Ah, so cool—”
Mery dabbed my cheek with a cloth dampened in clean water.
It was tenderness of a completely different order from the Count’s wife, who had once thrown dirty water at me and called me filthy.
“Surely I could do this myself now—”
“Not at all, of course we should take care of you.”
“But aren’t you busy? The staff always seems busy……”
Wait.
I caught myself when my thoughts drifted unconsciously to the Count’s Household.
“I, I mean—wouldn’t it be hard on you if you have to look after me too?”
“Oh, not at all. In fact, the staff had a spirited debate amongst themselves. They were all eager to be the one doing the scrub-a-dub bath game with you.”
“Really?”
They’d argued over who got to play the scrub-a-dub bath game with me?
What did that even mean?
While my curiosity bloomed, Io finished tidying the wash water, having gently cleaned my face.
Just then, as Mery was brushing my hair, she spoke.
“Shall we go try on some pretty clothes now?”
* * *
Four days since arriving at Bangkadium.
I walked slowly down the lengthy corridor.
‘I’m, I’m so tired.’
It’s only been four days.
Yet somehow in that span, clothes had been procured—so many colorful dresses that when I glimpsed the room bursting with them, I was left speechless.
And every single one was so exquisite it seemed wrong even to touch.
While Io and Mery had been bathing me, Rishi, the remaining maid, had lined up glittering dresses by category like soldiers awaiting inspection.
And then—
‘I tried them all on!’
One dress, two dresses…… four dresses, six dresses!
I’d changed into so many outfits that I’d run out of fingers on both hands to count them.
‘I’m so tired I just want to go back to bed…… Oh, no!’
What lazy thinking.
I lowered my head in shame.
‘I’ve finished one thing now.’
I’d cleared Bangkadium’s name.
Now I had to move forward to the next task.
My revenge!
‘I’ll need to stay alert and keep moving.’
I can’t afford to lose focus now. I clenched my fists tight.
‘I need to keep my mind sharp.’
Pat-pat-pat-pat.
Renewed in resolve, I walked forward with fresh vigor.
But then.
‘Hm?’
What was that?
‘Someone……’
Is watching me?
Without thinking, I glanced around frantically. Yet no matter how much I looked, that sense of being watched wouldn’t fade.
“Why the sudden look, young lady?”
“Miss?”
“Just…… wondering——”
I fidgeted with my hands and cast sidelong glances about.
“Is there anyone else here besides you all?”
“Yes, yes?”
“I’m quite certain the corridor is just us.”
……
“I feel like someone’s staring at me.”
“Th, that is——”
“There was nobody!”
Leaving the flustered Io behind, Rishi suddenly burst forward.
“Really?”
No one was there at all?
“Really, truly.”
“That’s right!”
“Perhaps it was just the wind?”
“Y, yes……”
Reassured by them both insisting there was nothing, I nodded with a bewildered expression.
‘Maybe I’m still half asleep?’
I rubbed my eyes for good measure. I’d been basking in the morning light so drowsily earlier, so my body might still carry traces of sleep.
Taking their word at face value, I moved forward again.
And moments later.
The Knight, who had been clinging quietly to the ceiling—
……
Dropped to the floor with a soft thud.
‘I saw it right. My eyesight is still sharp. I know what I saw.’
The Knight nodded, his gaze following the path the child had taken.
Four days since the mysterious Pink Dust arrived. The mansion’s shadow moved covertly.

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