D-Rank Constellation Hunter… Stuck Without Internet! - Chapter 153

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Chapter 153
“…Hey, why are you crying?”
I was bewildered.
It wasn’t as though I’d witnessed my own death—I’d merely seen a corpse.
Apparently the psychological shock had gotten to him. I cupped both his cheeks in my hands.
He’d seen far more grotesquely mutilated bodies than this throughout his life, so why was he reacting this way?
“Why are you crying? Ha Gyuhyuk, huh? Look at me.”
“Se-um….”
“Hey, what is it? Did the sudden Gate opening scare you? Is the Universe simply too vast for your comprehension?”
What’s gotten into him?
[ Se-um: The kid’s crying ]
[ Se-um: I did exactly what Tasha told me to do and the kid’s crying ]
[ Se-um: What do I do ]
[ Se-um: What am I supposed to do ]
Yet both Franson and Tasha remained silent, as though bound by some unspoken pact.
I’d never actually consoled a crying man before.
Whenever men cried, I’d zoom in and film it, or simply watch to my heart’s content.
Crying actually suits him—it’s rather beautiful.
Well, so what do I do now?
“Se-um, Se-um.”
Ha Gyuhyuk called out my name as though some part of him had broken, repeating it endlessly.
And I found myself responding like an automated machine—yes, yes, yes.
Strangely, as I continued with these foolish replies, he seemed to gradually stabilize.
I gazed intently at his face.
“You’re not saying anything, so how am I supposed to know? Do you expect me to rummage through your head and find out why you’re crying myself?”
“That’s not… that’s not it, but…”
His voice was hoarse, fractured by the considerable volume of tears he’d shed.
“Quite the handful, aren’t you?”
I wiped away the tears still pooling at his eyes and the streaks on his cheeks with my thumb.
“There. Are you ready to talk now? Don’t keep the Constellation waiting like this—I can’t have that.”
“If I say this, I know you’ll think I’m strange, Se-um…”
“You’ve always been the type to say things I can’t understand anyway, so it won’t be much different now.”
My lighthearted tone seemed to ease his expression slightly.
It was an expression he’d never shown me before.
With a face that conveyed how difficult it was to contain such profound sorrow, he gazed at me.
But I had no idea how to comfort him.
“I just…”
“Just what? Come on, speak.”
Ha Gyuhyuk’s face darkened strangely as he attempted to explain something.
He was acting as though uttering these words would constitute some grave sacrilege.
I knew that he couldn’t possibly say anything cruel to me, yet he became a coward when it came to me.
“Se-um’s body, or rather, human Se-um… seemed so terribly lonely.”
“Hm?”
“Having spent such a long time there alone in solitude, that loneliness seemed to reach me somehow.”
[ The origin of the star trembles. ]
[ The source of the star trembles. ]
[ The beginning of the star trembles. ]
Countless clamorous windows flooded my vision.
They were sending warnings while carefully avoiding Ha Gyuhyuk’s gaze.
The dissolution of a Constellation was a welcome relief for stars struggling through their arduous existence, but it represented a significant loss for the Constellation System.
They had no right to stand against Constellations that desired their own dissolution.
So sending warning messages like this, as if it were the most dangerous situation possible, was their best effort.
“Does the me over there look lonely to you?”
“Yes, just… I think I understand how that feels. I, myself, seem to become lonely alongside you without meaning to.”
To become lonely together—could there be a more contradictory expression than that?
I didn’t become lonely because of you, yet you chose loneliness for my sake.
Is this truly a sentiment that only humans can possess?
“I have no memory of my death. I simply died, and only afterward did I realize in this moment that I had died.”
“You have no memory of it?”
“Right, apparently such things happen sometimes.”
When one’s Constellation rank transcends in a short period, there are cases where memories of death are lost.
Or perhaps there was intervention from another Constellation.
“Until now, I thought I didn’t need to know about it.”
“…”
“But now I’m beginning to understand just how lonely the life I myself turned away from must have been.”
My voice carried a note of self-deprecation.
Why hadn’t I realized this until Ha Gyuhyuk spoke?
Of all people, I shouldn’t have turned away from Se-um’s death.
“Ha Gyuhyuk, what do you think?”
“Yes?”
Ha Gyuhyuk, whose gaze had been fixed on my corpse, suddenly startled and looked toward me.
His expression grew bewildered, as if questioning what I meant.
“Do you think it would be better for me to recover my memories of what happened here?”
“Didn’t you lose your memories?”
“Just because I lost them doesn’t mean I can’t recover them, Ha Gyuhyuk. I’m a Constellation.”
I playfully touched his nose, and he rolled his eyes.
The silence stretched quite long, as if he hadn’t expected me to entrust him with such a dilemma.
This was a decision I had to make myself. I simply wanted to hear the answer through his voice.
Ha Gyuhyuk understood what I wanted, what I was thinking, and what answer I wished to hear.
Because he loved me more than I loved myself.
“Yes, I think we need to find it.”
“Why?”
“Because I love you, Se-um.”
I couldn’t fathom how that was supposed to be a reason.
His words didn’t make sense to me, yet they were still pleasant to hear.
I waited as if asking for clarification, and Ha Gyuhyuk continued hesitantly.
“No matter which Se-um you are, I can’t leave you alone.”
“….”
“If you’re hesitant about that, I’ll even kneel. If the recovered memories bring you suffering, I’ll spend my entire life finding a way to make you forget them again. So….”
Please don’t leave the human Yoon Se-um in such loneliness.
Ha Gyuhyuk’s voice carried the desperation of a human pleading with a god.
In this moment, what he desired wasn’t Se-um—it was the Constellation of the Entangled Apocalypse’s Finalizer.
He didn’t want me to recover my memories; he wanted to resolve the loneliness of the human Yoon Se-um.
I looked at him and nodded. It was exactly what I wanted to hear.
I closed my eyes quietly and began rewinding the memories of the corpse that had remained here for three hundred years.
[ The Constellation of the Entangled Apocalypse’s Finalizer requests intervention in the history of stars from the Constellation System. ]
[ Verifying access permissions. ]
[ Confirmed as the relevant party. ]
[ Access granted. ]
[ Loading the Star’s History: Constellation of the Entangled Apocalypse’s Finalizer file. ]
Memories flooded in like waves.
‘Find a way. You’re a god, after all.’
‘[ The Constellation of Solitary Wisdom offers you a client contract. ]’
‘Remember this—your death will be compensated.’
My star had been beside me since the very beginning.
Never once departing, even after death, always watching over their client from the closest place, unwavering.
My very small, yet infinitely vast Constellation.
The Constellation of Solitary Wisdom.
Natalia.
Tasha.
Tasha.
“….”
“Se-um.”
I had thought recovering human emotions was pathetic.
Meaningless, perhaps even degrading to a Constellation’s dignity. I had deliberately turned away from it.
That’s why, after meeting Ha Gyuhyuk, I had been suppressing the human emotions that kept surfacing. I could have erased them if I wanted to.
But love—I couldn’t suppress love with will alone.
[ Tasha: Love isn’t an emotion exclusive to humans. ]
[ Tasha: Everything that lives loves. ]
[ Tasha: Just as I love you. ]
I received contact from them after a long time.
They had been watching over me all along, pretending otherwise.
Tasha’s words and heart—the ones that taught me what it meant to love a client—came flooding back like a tidal wave.
Everything that lives is loving something.
When I came to my senses, a hand both familiar and strange cupped my cheek. I looked up to find Ha Gyuhyuk gazing at me.
“Se-um, are you sad?”
“Huh?”
“There are tears….”
So even an incarnation like him could express emotions.
I wasn’t sad. If I had to name this feeling, it was closer to joy.
Perhaps from the very beginning, I never needed to be alone. It was a strange sensation.
The countless warning windows filling my vision no longer mattered.
I wiped away my tears and smiled.
I love my Constellation.
[ Se-um: I love you ]
And I love my client.
“I love you.”

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