Became The Leader of a Girl Group Destined To Fail - Chapter 205

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Side Story Episode 5.

When I spoke up indignantly, Yeon Ju-hong tilted her head as if to say it was obvious.

“Chung-chung knows everything, you know.”
“Chung-chung knows everything. Chung-chung is the truth of life and the answer to everything….”
“Chung-chung, don’t you mind when fans like other female idols? You don’t get jealous?”
“What can I do about it? It’s their choice.”

Working in the entertainment industry dulls you to such things.
Throughout all the years I’ve lived as Baek Nok-ha, how many fans must have left me?
When new fans appear, other fans leave as well.
Each time that happens, I naturally feel a bit melancholic. I wonder if I wasn’t good enough, why they got tired of me.
But I have to become numb to such things in order to continue treating well the fans who remain by my side.
That was the life of an idol.
It was our chronic problem that we naturally had to adapt to.

“Wow. I feel genuinely betrayed. How can you be so calm about it?”
“If it were me, I’d have already soaked my pillow with tears.”
“Every time we meet at fan sign events, I’d cling to them saying don’t switch, and every time our eyes meet at concerts, I’d hint with eye contact ‘unnie, if you leave me, I’ll really cry’….”
“Think about it. We meet at the Workshop and an unnie who was my fan is holding another female idol’s lightstick. Just thinking about it makes my heart shatter.”
“Wow. I’m already crying and feeling so heartbroken. I want to rush down right now, grab her ankle, and ask how she could do this. If I can’t be unnie’s favorite, I want to ask her to at least like me as her second favorite. I really do.”
“Honestly, I want to ask her to bring both lightsticks and wave our diary lightstick during our Stage time…. I can tolerate her watching another unnie. But please watch us too…. I practiced so hard for you to see me, unnie!”
“I composed so diligently for you to hear, unnie, and I agonized over every lyric….”
“Unnie, forget that other unnie and like me instead…!”

…Of course, I had a feeling these people would never, ever adapt in their entire lives….
What should I do about this….
My mind was becoming increasingly hazy, but thanks to this, the concept was gradually taking shape.

“So then, this album is… about our ugly jealousy and obsession toward EVEL?”
“….”

Seo Baek-young asked me with innocent eyes.
Is this okay?
Is this right? Is this really okay? Can idols really do this?

“But we’re not always consumed by such ugly jealousy, are we? We only cling to EVEL when they try to leave us or when they stop loving us.”
“Right. Most of the time, we’re just good and quiet, loving them silently. Hehe.”

That doesn’t sound particularly good or quiet to me, Geum.

“Then wouldn’t it be fun to capture both of those sides?”
“I like it. If EVEL chooses to trust us and love us, then we’re the good StillBlue. If EVEL doesn’t trust us and tries to leave, then we’re the bad StillBlue.”
“Now that you mention it, that reminds me a bit of goblins from legends. They say goblins repay kindness with kindness, and take revenge if treated badly.”

I was genuinely impressed by how Ryu Bora kept developing the story even in moments like this.

“Oh! Then maybe a mythical fairy concept….”
“Don’t fairies have similar folklore? That if not a single person believes in their existence, the fairy eventually disappears. We’re kind of the same, aren’t we?”

Ryu Bora spoke matter-of-factly.

“If there’s not a single fan left who loves us and remembers us… then we disappear too.”

All the members who had been excitedly throwing out ideas fell silent.
They must be imagining how sad that moment would be when it comes.
I waited quietly for the members’ sadness to settle.
I wanted to tell them that such a moment would never come, that we would be remembered forever and loved forever.
But that wasn’t something I could promise.
Because someday, that moment really might come.
Instead, I decided to make a different promise.

“But even in that moment, we’ll be by each other’s side.”
“!”
“No matter what happens, we’ll be there for each other, and even until that final moment when only a single EVEL remains… we’ll be by their side. We’ll do our very best.”

All the members’ eyes turned toward me.
They looked surprised, sad, and somehow a little better all at once.

“So let’s show EVEL that feeling too. Let’s ask them to remember us for a long time, to trust us, and to love us.”

At my words, the members grew thoughtful and fell silent, wrapping their arms around their knees or bowing their heads.

“Okay.”

In the midst of it all, Seo Baek-young spoke up.

“And even if, far in the future, EVEL forgets us and stops loving us… we will always love EVEL and remember them.”

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Bleduck covered her mouth with one hand while moving the mouse with the other.
The music video for StillBlue’s new title track, 【Fairy Tale?】, had finally dropped.

‘Those crazy Colors members. After a year of poking at StillBlue’s comeback dominance ten million times, the fruits of our labor are finally here….’

I suppressed my trembling hands fueled by frustration and clicked play.
A dark night appeared on screen—a young girl hidden under her blankets, shining a flashlight as she secretly read a book.
Afraid of being caught by her parents, she’d turned off all the lights in her room and was reading intently.
The fairy tale book the girl was reading was titled 【StillBlue, happily ever after】.
The camera angle slowly shifted away from the girl, illuminating the pages of the fairy tale.
Then the characters from the fairy tale began stepping out one by one, filling the screen—and the video seamlessly transformed into animation.
In the fairy tale, five fairies in white, blue, purple, yellow, and crimson worked together to defeat the monster that tormented the girl.

‘How can they look exactly like the members?’

Bleduck quietly swallowed her tears.
Despite being drawings, they resembled the members so perfectly—adorably so.
The five fairies sometimes collapsed from their grueling journey and fell into the monster’s traps, finding themselves in danger.
But thinking of the girl waiting for them, the fairies refused to yield and pressed forward.
When the fairies finally reached the tower where the girl was imprisoned, they joined hands and sang a magical song, rescuing her.
The fairy tale ended in that moment.
And a narration began.

‘Bora’s voice!’

Bleduck recognized it immediately.
That clear yet deep voice could only belong to Ryu Bora.

[…And so the fairies rescued the girl and sent her back home. It was time for her to return.]
[But the fairies had grown so fond of her. Parting ways felt unbearably sorrowful.]
[So the fairies asked the girl for one promise.]
[‘If there is no one left to remember us, believe in us, and love us, then we too will fade away.’]
[‘So, will you remember us forever, believe in us, and love us always?’]
[The girl was utterly shocked. The mere thought of the fairies disappearing broke her heart.]
[And so she made her promise.]
[‘I will remember you forever, believe in you, and love you!’]

Then five fairies reached out their hands to the girl, and she linked her fingers with theirs to seal the promise.

[But soon the girl grew anxious.]
[‘What if—what if I forget you? What happens then?’]

‘You can’t forget! How could you forget! Seriously!’

Bleduck nearly cried out without thinking, but caught herself and refocused on Ryu Bora’s voice.

[To the girl’s question, the fairies smiled reassuringly and embraced her.]
[‘It’s alright.’]
[The fairies each answered in turn.]
[‘Even if you forget us, we will never forget you.’]
[‘If you do forget, we’ll make you remember again.’]
[‘We’ll fight for you again, so you can never forget.’]
[‘We’ll sing our magical song for you forever.’]
[‘So please, love us even just a little.’]

The members took turns narrating, one by one, starting with the eldest.

[The girl finally found peace and fell asleep.]
[But not long after, the girl forgot the fairies.]
[It couldn’t be helped. A monster had cursed her.]
[A curse of oblivion that made her forget the fairies.]

And so the girl grew and grew until she became a woman.
When the girl forgot the fairies, the magic they had woven to protect her unraveled.
And so the monster found the grown woman again. A monster called reality.
She despaired once more, and though she struggled to fight the monster, despair found her again and again.
And yet.

[Hello.]
[I’ve come back for you.]

Now, five members who had grown up just like the girl stood before her.

[Time and again, I’ve come like this for you.]

In that moment, the song began.

And so the story begins anew
The protagonist is you and me
An ending we’ve met a hundred times over
Happily ever after

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