In This Life, I Will Be The Lord - Chapter 185

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This Life, I Will Become the Clan Head Episode 185

The time when the morning sun was just barely peeking its face out.

I leaned crookedly against the doorway and asked.

“So Peres, what exactly is the reason you came here now?”

Without realizing it, a half-deflated laugh mixed into my words.

“For Kaitlin.”

The guy answered smoothly without changing his expression one bit.

“You sent a letter saying Kaitlin had to stay at the estate longer due to Brown family matters, didn’t you, Tia.”

“Explain it more properly.”

“If Kaitlin, who usually never takes personal leave, suddenly doesn’t show up at the Imperial Palace for several days, the Empress will be suspicious.”

“And so?”

“So if I’m staying at the Lombardi estate to spend time with you, my fiancée Tia, then there would be no reason to suspect my maid Kaitlin for being away from the palace.”

This guy has quite a shameless side to him.

I crossed my arms and narrowed my eyes as I asked.

“Really? There’s absolutely no reason for your personal gain mixed in? That’s really all there is to it?”

“….”

Peres smiled at my question and kept his mouth firmly shut.

It was a method he often used when he couldn’t lie to me but wanted to avoid answering.

“…Come in for now.”

I really can’t help myself.

I stepped aside from the door where I had been blocking the way.

Then the guy quickly strode into the house as if afraid I might change my mind.

His stoic lips had long since relaxed into a loose smile, seeming quite pleased.

“Still, Kaitlin will be happy. She was worried about you.”

I said while leaning sideways against the back of the drawing room sofa.

Actually, I was still only wearing my nightgown.

I would never let any other guest in while in this state.

But well, it’s Peres.

The morning temperature was chilly, so I hugged my knees and curled up my body.

That was all it was.

But before I knew it, the robe Peres had been wearing silently settled over my shoulders.

“I told you. I came for Kaitlin.”

Peres said that half-cheekily.

Then he naturally sat right next to me, facing me.

It was close enough that Peres’s knees could touch my toes.

‘Ah, this is…’

I suddenly realized.

We were sitting in the same position as that night not long ago.

I bit the inside of my mouth with somehow anxious feelings.

But that movement of mine seemed to catch the guy’s attention.

I could see his red gaze being drawn to my lips as if pulled by a magnet.

It absolutely wasn’t my intention to provoke him.

The leisurely smile had already disappeared from the face that had been looking at me with one arm supporting his head and eyes gently closed.

And the guy reached his hand toward me.

Startled.

My body trembled slightly in surprise without realizing it.

But Peres’s hand only more carefully adjusted his robe draped over my shoulders.

Ah, how embarrassing.

I felt my face getting hot enough that I wouldn’t need the robe anymore.

But the guy’s expression was not normal.

His smooth eyelids lifted slightly like a brush tip, looking like he was very dissatisfied with me about something.

“Do you dislike me?”

Just as I thought.

Peres’s voice was full of sulky undertones.

“…No, it’s not that.”

I don’t do meaningless things like denying my feelings for the guy.

Even now I’m trembling like this.

I pretended to adjust the robe more tightly and lightly rubbed below my collarbone where my heart was pounding.

Though nothing changed by doing that.

“Then do you like me?”

Peres asked, moving a little closer to me.

Thump, thump, thump.

My breathing became shallow and quick from Peres’s rose-like fragrance.

This wasn’t my original plan.

Just when I let the guy into my room earlier, I had intended to treat Peres like before.

As if that night’s events never happened, just like that, as if nothing was wrong.

Peres told me not to worry, but I couldn’t do that.

I like the guy too.

But if the moment of choice comes, I will choose Lombardy without hesitation.

Even knowing how deep and blind Peres’s feelings for me are.

Even knowing that I won’t be able to fully reciprocate those feelings, I couldn’t act as if there were no problems just by listening to Peres’s words.

That wouldn’t be right.

But.

Peres’s body leaned a little more toward me.

At the same time, I felt his large, warm hands grasping my bare instep and ankle as if wrapping around them.

“Tia.”

Peres called my name like a whisper.

His red eyes were looking only at me.

And something surged up at that sight.

“Peres, you really…”

Why are you so pretty!

What exactly are you trusting in!

I swallowed the rest of my words without saying them out loud, but Peres smiled with his eyes as if he could hear those thoughts in my mind.

Eventually our lips met.

The guy’s large body completely embraced me as the long kiss continued.

“Mmm.”

From the fragrance that reached me, the body heat, and the sound of breathing that brushed past.

I forgot even where I was right now.

And when I came to my senses at some point, I was sitting on Peres’s lap.

“Hah, ah, no! Wait!”

I struggled to separate my lips that clung like magnets, unwilling to part, and hurriedly covered his with my hand.

Get it together, get it together!

“Huff, huff….”

Looking at the guy’s eyes that still held no trace of cooled passion, dizzying temptation swept over me several times, but I overcame it.

I swear it was the hardest thing I’d ever done in all my lives combined.

“W-we can’t do this.”

“…Why?”

Peres asked slowly from beneath my fingers.

That intimate sensation made my hand burn as if scalded, so I jumped up from my seat and moved far away from the sofa.

“Because, because….”

Damn it.

I couldn’t think of any particularly plausible reason.

I had no choice but to shout firmly.

“Anyway, no!”

“…I understand.”

Suddenly left alone, Peres wistfully fidgeted with the hands that had been holding me just moments before.

And the way he cast his eyes downward, he was definitely sulking right now.

“Ugh.”

For a moment I felt a strong urge to comfort him, but I clenched my fists and endured it.

Get a grip!

He’s someone who knows how to make full use of his good looks!

Sure enough.

I could see Peres glancing at me with innocent eyes as if checking my reaction.

I opened the window and took a deep breath of the cold air.

Good job, you endured well!

“Ahem.”

I cleared my throat once and said.

“I’ll tell the butler to prepare a suitable guest room for you.”

“Please make it a room close to here.”

What exactly are you planning to do by being close!

“Tia.”

Step, step.

Peres approached, picking up his robe that I had thrown off when I jumped up.

He had already regained his usual composure.

And as he draped it over my shoulders again, he said.

“You’ll catch a cold like that. You need to be careful.”

The most dangerous thing in this room right now is you!

Just as I was about to say that.

Peres’s gaze turned toward the tightly closed door.

His brow furrowed.

“Peres?”

“…It doesn’t seem dangerous.”

Peres muttered something incomprehensible.

Then my room door opened very quietly with a soft slide.

Clatter, clatter.

The first sound I heard was the small noise of dishes clinking together.

“Quietly so Tia doesn’t wake up.”

It was Father who brought a finger to his lips toward the employee pushing in a small cart laden with food.

But Father said he would definitely be in Chesayu until next month?

“Tia will surely be surprised.”

Father laughed happily.

And as he tiptoed toward my bedroom, he discovered me standing blankly by the window.

“Huh? Tia, you were awake….”

And Peres standing next to me as well.

“Why are you two together at this hour?”

It was definitely a question, but it wasn’t a question.

I’d never seen Father with that kind of expression before.

Our Father who always smiled brightly was making such a scary face.

“Ah, Dad, that’s….”

I tried to explain, but Father’s sharp gaze was directed not at me but at Peres.

“Please explain, Your Highness the Second Prince.”

Following Father’s gaze to look beside me, I encountered yet another sight I’d never seen before.

“Lord Lombardi….”

It was the sight of a flustered Peres breaking out in a cold sweat.

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