I Made a Mistake in my Confession. Can I Cancel it? - Chapter 38

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Chapter 38

“Let’s sleep for just one more hour like this.”

“But there’s a pillow here, so there’s no need to…”

Just as Lillian was about to sit up, the pillow that had been by her head suddenly flew in an arc all the way to the room entrance.

“See, now there’s only one pillow left. So don’t be shy and use it comfortably.”

“…”

She was so dumbfounded and exasperated that she couldn’t speak. She considered going to pick it up, but then just pretended to give in and lay down using his arm as a pillow.

‘This is a bit uncomfortable…’

His arm was too big and hard, making her neck ache. No matter how she turned her head, she couldn’t find a comfortable angle.

“Um, Your Grace the Archduke…?”

She had no choice but to call him, but there was no answer as he seemed to have already fallen asleep. Lillian finally gave up and sighed.

“I guess there’s no helping it.”

‘If we sleep like this, His Grace the Archduke’s arm will probably go numb too. Is he really okay with this?’

He seemed to be having some pleasant dream, as a faint smile spread across his lips.

“Oh well, I don’t know anymore.”

She finally lay down facing forward, which was the most comfortable position, and closed her eyes.

But it was quite a strange thing. The languid breathing sounds coming from beside her made her feel drowsy as well. And so Lillian ended up falling asleep following his lead.

A little while later, Kartan opened his eyes and examined the inside of sleeping Lillian’s arm. It was the spot where red spots had appeared as a side effect of consuming Phantom Grass.

“Phew, after making me worry all night, it’s finally all gone.”

Then his gaze turned to sleeping Lillian’s face. Soon he gently poked the tip of Lillian’s nose. Lillian frowned and turned to lie on her side. At this, Kartan chuckled softly.

But that was only for a moment, as a chill gradually settled in his blue eyes.

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After recovering her health, Lillian returned to work. He wanted her to rest more, but she couldn’t just keep consuming food at the mansion without contributing. Since Dr. Sellie also gave permission saying it was fine, he reluctantly agreed.

However, when she returned to work in the garden, the rumors had already grown uncontrollably. She tried to pretend not to notice her colleagues’ whispers and focus on her work, but it wasn’t easy.

Then a long shadow fell over her head. Looking up, she saw Lady Bella with a parasol, smiling brightly.

“So it was true that you work as a gardener at the Imperial Palace. Ugh, the smell.”

Then she took out perfume and started spraying it on the plants. Startled, Lillian quickly blocked her with her body.

“What are you doing right now?”

“The fertilizer smell is so terrible. Is this not allowed?”

Looking at her innocent expression, Lillian was at a loss for words.

“What brings you here, Count’s Daughter?”

Soon shrugging her shoulders, Bella spoke.

“I came because I have something to say. Shall we go somewhere and talk?”

Lillian remembered everything from her conversation with Bella that day. So while she had no proof, she was suspicious of her.

“No, it’s working hours right now. Let’s talk another time.”

Suddenly Bella lowered her head and whispered in Lillian’s ear.

“Aren’t you curious about what happened to you that day? I wonder if His Grace the Archduke properly explained it to you.”

And then she smiled, didn’t she. The mask of the good person she thought she knew had been stripped away long ago.

‘I can’t get involved. This could be a trap.’

Lillian tried to pretend she hadn’t heard and focused on her work. Then Bella placed her index finger on her lips as if thinking about something, then added.

“Then how about this? I fed the Count’s Daughter a love potion that day. Aren’t you curious about what will happen next?”

“What did you say!”

Lillian instantly flared up and shot up from her seat. Regardless, Bella frowned as she shielded the beating sun with her hand.

“If we keep standing in this blazing sun, our skin will be completely ruined. Let’s go somewhere quiet and talk.”

Then without even waiting for an answer, she took the lead and walked away by herself. It was somewhat absurd, and Lillian was conflicted about whether to follow or not.

Then, Bella looked back at Lillian and said.

“Aren’t you following? It would be better to listen before I change my mind.”

‘Let me just listen to what she has to say. This is a garden within the Imperial Palace and it’s a space I’m familiar with, so she won’t be able to harm me recklessly.’

When Bella suggested going inside, Lillian recommended the outdoor table area with parasols. Though it was outside, she felt reassured that all the people passing by were her workplace colleagues.

“Well, I suppose this is better than the smelly staff quarters. Though the chairs are a bit hard.”

Then, to Bella who was seductively crossing her legs, Lillian asked the question she was most curious about.

“What is this love potion, and why did you feed me such medicine?”

Looking at Bella’s bright smile, Lillian was truly angry with her.

“How can a person do such a thing?”

“Hmm, isn’t it because I’m human that I can do such things? Now that you’ve drunk it, your heart will race whenever you see His Majesty the Emperor. You might even truly fall in love.”

Thud.

Lillian slammed the table and shouted.

“Are you joking right now? How could such a thing exist?”

“That’s what I’m saying. I received it as a gift so I don’t know much about the medicine’s effects, but how was the effect? Did love really spring forth?”

This was the most absurd story she had ever heard in her life. First of all, such medicine couldn’t possibly exist in the world.

‘Right, it must be a lie.’

But contrary to her thoughts, she couldn’t shake off her uneasy feelings.

“Really, I didn’t see you that way, but you’re quite despicable.”

Despite this being the worst insult she knew, Bella burst into laughter as if she had heard an amusing joke.

“Despicable? Shouldn’t you be thanking me instead?”

“What did you say?”

“If things go well, you could become Empress, or at least a concubine. For someone from a completely ruined household, isn’t that getting ahead in life? I thought I was showing you the greatest kindness I could.”

Lillian was dumbfounded listening to this. Because Bella seemed to genuinely think that way.

‘When did I ever want that? Why are you deciding on your own?’

She thought there must be another reason.

“What’s the real reason you’re doing this to me?”

When asked this question, Bella let out a big sigh. Then she rested her chin on her hand and leaned forward.

“Just because. I hate people like you, Count’s Daughter. Vulgar and shameless. Yet pretending to be good, pretending to be innocent, while being a burden to others.”

“….”

She glanced down at her fingernails once, then continued speaking.

“I heard that your parents not only owed debts to His Grace the Archduke but went bankrupt. The place where you’re staying now is ultimately the Archduke’s residence, isn’t it? Like parents, like daughter.”

“….”

It was all true, so she couldn’t refute it. Bella drove another dagger into Lillian, who had lowered her head.

“And you can’t do anything even if I say this to you. At best, you’ll go running to His Grace the Archduke to tattle on me. Am I wrong?”

“…No.”

It was frustrating, but it was all true, so she couldn’t refute it. Lillian clenched her fists. This was the first time in her life she had ever been this angry.

“With all due respect, I don’t think this is something I should be hearing from Lady Bella. The person I’ve caused trouble for is His Grace the Archduke.”

Even as she spoke her mind, Lillian’s heart pounded as if it would burst.

‘Stay calm. I’m staying at the Archduke’s Residence because His Grace the Archduke told me to stay. So there’s absolutely no need to be intimidated!’

Finally, Bella let out a deep sigh.

“You really don’t understand what I’m saying at all, do you?”

“Pardon?”

“I intend to make His Grace the Archduke the Emperor. Of course, the seat beside him will be mine. So please let go of His Grace the Archduke.”

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