I Became the Wife of the Hero Who Killed Me - Chapter 85

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#Episode 85

“Elisia, if it’s alright with you… would you stay and sleep here tonight?”

“Suddenly?”

“It’s gotten too late.”

He suddenly stopped me, so I wondered what was going on.

Following Edwin’s somewhat hesitant gaze toward the window, I was startled.

I thought only an hour or two had passed, but dawn was already breaking.

‘Oh, time has already passed this much.’

As Edwin said, it would be better to stay and sleep.

Even if not to the inner chamber, it would take over 30 minutes to walk back, and even in early spring, the dawn air was still cold.

Moreover, as soon as I became aware of my fatigue, drowsiness poured over me heavily.

“Then… shall we do that?”

“What?!”

“Why is Edwin more surprised?”

Honestly speaking, if I hadn’t known about that problem, I would have misunderstood Edwin’s proposal in a different way.

But he was a modest(?) man, and what I was imagining was in a physically impossible realm.

Thanks to my past life’s memories, I could be even more certain of his modesty.

The reason he was particularly fastidious about the opposite sex was now clearly explained.

I decided to accept Edwin’s pure goodwill without suspicion.

“There’s a changing room here, right?”

“No, the dress room is in the next room…”

“The corridor will be cold right now, so it can’t be helped. Sorry, but could you turn around for a moment?”

Unlike before, I acknowledged that I had become weak to the cold and was wearing layers of clothes.

I couldn’t sleep like this, so I first took off my outer dress for going out.

Naturally, underneath I was wearing an under dress, petticoat, and several layers of winter chemises.

After thinking for a moment, I decided to take off everything except the chemise. Even so, since it was for winter, not a bit of skin showed below the neck.

Rustle, rustle—

The sound of undressing echoed through the quiet bedroom.

“I’m too tired to endure it. Sorry, but may I lie down first?”

“…Yes.”

“Thank you. I’ll go to the inside, yawn.”

The bed was so high and wide that I had to climb up as if mountaineering, then roll around for quite a while before finally reaching the corner by the wall.

It would be right to yield the outer side to Edwin, who would wake up before me.

“Good night, Edwin…”

“E-Elisia?”

Before I could even hear his response, I fell asleep as if fainting.

Thanks to that, I never got to see Edwin’s reddened ears.

* * *

‘Even considering Madam’s position, that’s how it is. In the end, bearing an heir would make her position as mistress more solid, wouldn’t it?’

In fact, Edwin had thought a lot after hearing Bertol’s words.

He had put out the immediate fire, but if the so-called ‘happy news’ didn’t come, the pressure Elisia would face would grow over time.

Would this really be for her sake?

Or conversely, was he rationalizing his own base desires under the pretext of being for Elisia’s sake?

‘I won’t find an answer just by worrying about it alone.’

Edwin thought it would be right to first ask her intentions and respect her choice.

She was someone who seemed slow but was surprisingly quick-witted.

Edwin came up with an appropriate way to confirm her feelings without making Elisia feel too burdened.

‘Elisia, if it’s alright with you… would you stay and sleep here tonight?’

How much courage did it take to say this one short sentence?

But when Elisia not only readily agreed but asked him to turn around and began undressing—

Just the sound of fabric brushing against tender skin was enough to make his vision dizzy.

Honestly, Edwin had expected an answer like ‘it’s still a bit early,’ so he was at a loss with such rapid development and froze like a statue.

Whatever she said didn’t properly register in his ears.

His mouth went completely dry.

Meanwhile, Elisia had shed three layers of dresses like a caterpillar’s molt—just how many layers was she wearing—and fell asleep as soon as she jumped into bed.

She slept prettily, even snoring softly.

“Is it because I have no experience in this area…”

Contrary to his initial expectations, she seemed to have completely missed the meaning.

His tension seemed pointless, so Edwin tucked Elisia’s blanket more carefully around her sleeping form and shook his head in bewilderment.

“Sigh, what do I do now?”

At first he thought about sleeping in another room, but it would be troublesome if rumors spread that she had been neglected.

After much deliberation, Edwin settled on a compromise and briefly rested his eyes on the sofa.

That afternoon, Edwin heard shocking news from Bertol.

What had been mentioned to only about six retainers had reached Elisia’s ears in just one day.

So Elisia thought there was some kind of unsavory problem with herself…?

“Are you serious?”

“According to Lord Ramon, yes.”

Bertol’s answer was unwavering and firm.

Only then did Edwin begin to understand the meaning of Elisia’s somewhat unexpected visit last night and the good wine she had brought as a gift.

Elisia hadn’t been oblivious.

Rather, she was too quick, so… she understood her position(?) too well.

“Ha.”

Edwin very rarely, almost for the first time in his life—

Thought about wanting to chase someone with a loose tongue beyond the northern wall forever.

* * *

Once the floodgates opened in the west, official duties poured in endlessly. Even after returning to the castle, Elisia continued to spend busy days.

During the day, she inspected inside and outside the castle walls, looking after the citizens’ lives.

Since she already knew most of the problems from her past life experience, she adopted a method of pressuring the officials in advance to solve problems and then asking the citizens if things had been handled well.

“Did the seeds come down well this year?”

“Yes, yes! Thanks to Madam, we safely finished sowing.”

“That’s fortunate. If the Procurement Office starts dragging their feet like before, let me know. I’ll drop by regularly.”

In the evenings, she discussed funding methods needed for Bellamare’s development with her close officials.

Various opinions were exchanged, but no sharp solutions emerged.

Setting aside the Imperial Palace’s pressure, if Lombard seized control of northern trade, it would inevitably threaten the surrounding lords who had been profiting from trade with Lombard.

“How about proposing investment to the great lords of the south?”

“The south?”

“Well, you know how much the southerners based in the Imperial Capital look down on the north. I don’t think they’ll readily cooperate.”

The south was so fertile that just sitting and breathing brought in enormous tax revenue.

It boasted wealth on a different dimension from the north, which suffered from harsh environments, and even Lombard, the hegemon of the north, compared to the great territories of the south…

It would make me want to cry, so let’s not think about it further.

“My head aches. I’ll think more about this matter later.”

Elisia, who had tearfully sent Nero back to her bedroom after cuddling and petting him throughout the meeting, then headed to Edwin’s bedroom.

Spring was a busy season for sowing and also the time when demon activity beyond the Northern Wall increased.

Though each had different reasons, the couple had been equally busy, so the only time they could sit face to face and converse without being pressed for time was at night.

“Elisia, you seem to be overexerting yourself. Your complexion doesn’t look good…”

“It can’t be helped. But things will get better once the sowing season passes.”

Edwin, who had been waiting in advance, skillfully took her fur cloak.

The two shared many conversations every day.

From major territorial affairs to the small trivial matters of daily life.

Thanks to this, Elisia was able to encounter and learn about aspects of noble society she hadn’t known before.

Not that she would have opportunities to put it to use, but since she naturally loved learning, it wasn’t a problem.

“I can sleep here tonight too, right?”

“As a married couple, there’s no need to ask.”

“But why do you sleep on the sofa every night, Edwin? I’m, um, fine with sleeping in the same bed… Ah! But you know I don’t mean it that way, right? I’m not trying to demand anything from you, it’s just that I feel bad seeing you sleep uncomfortably, so I just meant it in that sense—”

The pitiful misunderstanding continued still.

In truth, Edwin wanted to immediately correct the fact that there were no such unseemly problems.

After all, he had his pride as a man.

But seeing Elisia with drowsiness hanging heavy in her eyes from running around busily every day, he couldn’t bring himself to speak.

He wanted to let her sleep comfortably without any worries.

Edwin was aware that Elisia felt reassured by his ‘modesty.’

“I have rather rough sleeping habits. I might accidentally hit you, so it’s better if we sleep separately.”

“No wonder the bed was suspiciously wide.”

“Pardon?”

“Oh, nothing. Then wouldn’t it be better if I slept on the sofa instead?”

Edwin quickly turned off the lights to stop Elisia from trying to get up from the bed.

He had absolutely no intention of making her, who was already overexerting herself, sleep on something like a sofa.

“Sleep well, Elisia.”

* * *

The Imperial Capital Bellenua in the south, where the warm spring atmosphere was in full bloom.

However, the air in the deepest part of the Imperial Palace was chillingly cold, unlike the outside.

“Is this really true?!”

On the report the Emperor had thrown down, Elisia’s name was clearly written.

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