A Blank Slate Regression for the Idol That Lost His Original Mindset - Chapter 45

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A Regression Guide for Idols Who Lost Their Initial Intentions Episode 45

“That’s right, the main writer just mentioned character traits too.”

Seo Yehyeon nodded his head.

While I was contemplating whether to tell him the truth as I looked at his face that seemed to firmly believe he was faithfully performing his role as a reliable eldest brother, Ryu Jaehee beat me to it and opened his mouth first.

“I can see that everyone except Eden hyung has concepts they want to do, right? But I think it would be better if you all set those aside.”

The youngest member, who usually smiled brightly and didn’t hesitate to play the role of mood maker, had an unusually serious and sunken expression.

‘Did I not notice because he was always smiling?’

With all the laughter drained from his face like that, I could almost see what his face would look like after his growth period.

“One of the things fans consider important is the relationships within the group. But to be honest, our group’s relationships are ruined right now.”

Ryu Jaehee, who asked for understanding saying he would speak directly even though he was sorry, slowly closed his eyes and then opened them.

“Let’s consider reality first, shall we? Doby hyung does this with the other hyungs too, but especially in front of Eden hyung, doesn’t he become all timid? And Eden hyung and Yehyeon hyung, whenever they face each other, they just snipe at each other or fight.”

“Hey, but we don’t fight that much these days, you know?”

“You were just sniping at each other and arguing earlier. It’s only been 5 minutes.”

Since my initial intentions didn’t decrease for inciting discord or whatever, it wasn’t fighting but rather a harmonious conversation level.

With an aggrieved expression, I unconsciously turned to look at Seo Yehyeon.

Seo Yehyeon, who had the exact same expression, was also turning his head toward me.

When our eyes briefly met, I immediately turned my head back to its original position.

“Hajun hyung is the same. The only person hyung still feels comfortable with in the group is Eden hyung.”

The target shifted from me and Seo Yehyeon to Gyeon Hajun.

I thought Gyeon Hajun had nothing particularly wrong with him, but Ryu Jaehee’s perspective seemed different.

“Still, hyung sees me and Doby hyung as younger members he needs to take care of, so that side is okay. But it’s obvious that Yehyeon hyung and Hajun hyung still find each other awkward. We’re still on the same team though.”

“Well, I’ve spent more time with Eden so…”

When Gyeon Hajun made an excuse with an awkward smile, Ryu Jaehee, who had his arms crossed, cut him off sharply.

“Even when Yehyeon hyung and Eden hyung fight, I can see that you strangely take Eden hyung’s side.”

As one of the parties involved in this story, I couldn’t agree at all.

Then what about all the countless nagging Gyeon Hajun has given me until now?

“Even when Eden hyung does something wrong, instead of Eden hyung who is the actual party involved, you apologize to Yehyeon hyung on his behalf. That’s why their relationship continues to be like that, and you and Yehyeon hyung keep getting more awkward.”

Why am I involved in all of this ruined reality relationship mess?

I thought I had lived quite virtuously in this round, keeping my temper in check, so why am I the main culprit behind the group’s relationship breakdown?

“This is going to be broadcast, you know? We’ll have discord rumors.”

“But we packaged it well on the broadcast.”

“Right, we packaged it.”

Ryu Jaehee snorted at Seo Yehyeon’s retort and my agreement.

“If that were the case, I wouldn’t have set this serious mood like this, would I? Unfortunately, the current roles and relationships that fans see of us aren’t particularly good either, hyungs.”

Ryu Jaehee’s first target was Seo Yehyeon, who had the biggest gap between his ideal image and reality.

“First of all, Yehyeon hyung has become the incompetent eldest brother role who looks at the leader’s face every time he makes a choreography mistake, right? But since we don’t have many variety shows or self-content, thanks to that, Eden hyung is getting all kinds of speculation and criticism about how much he must have scolded Yehyeon hyung for him to be like that.”

“Incompetent instead of reliable? Why me? No, wait. But it’s true that I got scolded. Except for the incompetent part, they saw it correctly.”

“Should I really scold you seriously?”

“Ah, see! Again! Again! It hasn’t even been 5 minutes since you hyungs said we don’t fight much these days, you know?”

“Youngest, I keep telling you, this isn’t fighting, okay? By me and Yehyeon hyung’s standards, this is an extremely affectionate conversation, okay?”

“No, even I think this isn’t really an affectionate conversation.”

If my initial intentions don’t decrease, then by my standards it’s an affectionate conversation, I’ll say it two hundred times.

Ryu Jaehee, who turned his gaze to me while sighing deeply, rubbed his forehead.

“The Eden hyung that fans see is in a producer role who’s picky and controlling but serious about music. This is a double-edged sword. If you mess up, you’ll be branded with the image of being dogmatic and disciplining the members. You’re already getting criticized because of Yehyeon hyung.”

Why should I, who did nothing wrong, get criticized because of someone else?

I liked the producer role who’s serious about music, but as someone who knows how much criticism those two images behind it receive, I wanted to avoid them.

And it seems like Quest completion wouldn’t work with that kind of concept either.

“I’ll pass on Hajun hyung. There’s nothing particular to add about his broadcast appearance. Just keep doing what you’re doing on broadcasts.”

Gyeon Hajun nodded with a much more relieved expression.

Ryu Jaehee, who turned his gaze to the long-awaited Kim Dobin who was looking at him with the most expectant expression and sparkling eyes, let out a heavy sigh.

“Doby hyung… reduce your comedy ambitions a bit. Fans say you’re boring. Just know that the image of someone who’s not funny but wants to be funny and acts up only gets a lot of criticism. Can someone with weak mentality like you handle that?”

“I’m, I’m boring?”

Kim Dobin, with a shocked face and mouth agape, asked repeatedly several times.

Wait, does that mean this guy has been living thinking his comedy was funny all this time?

“Hyung, even if you don’t try to be funny, your existence itself is funny so it’s okay. Just live naturally.”

Ryu Jaehee, who gave the usual consolation half-heartedly, continued speaking.

“As for relationships… first, we two who are grouped as the youngest line look close, so that’s okay. We’re actually close too.”

“Huh, we were close?”

“Ah, please, hyung. Don’t do this kind of thing, okay? We’re having a serious conversation and you want to do that? Really boring.”

I awkwardly patted the back of Kim Dobin, whose shoulders drooped at Ryu Jaehee’s disgust.

“Right, Doby. Look before you butt in when you want to butt in.”

[Speech inciting discord among members has been detected.]

[Initial Intentions –1]

Right, please don’t display things like this. If you get hurt by words to this extent, how are you going to live in the world with a comedy character image?

Whether Kim Dobin, who butted in only to be met with disgust, and I, who got my initial intentions reduced for trying to console him, were feeling down together or not, Ryu Jaehee continued speaking.

“But the hyungs are the problem. When the three of you are together, it feels like Yehyeon hyung gets left out. I can’t force you hyungs to become friends with each other, but this can’t show in front of cameras, okay?”

Since Hajun and I had spent a long time together from our previous agency, the bond we built was deep, so it was natural in a way that Seo Yehyeon had no room to fit in.

But this was just our situation, and I knew that in front of fans, no matter how much we might be like enemies, we had to laugh and smile together.

I know it in my head, but it’s hard to execute, that’s the problem.

“Then what should we do?”

“Since Yehyeon hyung’s incompetent, clumsy image is already established anyway, Eden hyung needs to change. Eden hyung also needs to go with an image where he gives in to Yehyeon hyung and loosens up about things other than music or practice. If you growl at each other without any compromise like you do off-camera, it’ll immediately lead to discord rumors.”

When I frowned because I didn’t like the proposal, Ryu Jaehee explained the reason.

“The ideal leader image of coordinating members’ opinions and taking good care of them has already been taken by Hajun hyung anyway, right? So Eden hyung should secure a gap moe image where you loosen up about things other than music and give in to the members. No matter how I think about it, that’s the answer.”

When Ryu Jaehee said something similar before, I thought this guy wanted to climb over me, but listening to his point-by-point analysis, I somehow found myself convinced and nodding.

Then, since I’m getting a concept suggestion anyway, should I try submitting this for the hidden Quest too? If it’s the answer, great, and if not, I can find it again.

[▷Let’s establish a concept ✓

▶You have completed establishing the concept that fans want.

▶Yoon Eden’s concept: Strict about music and stage, but loose about other things!

▶As a reward, 10 Initial Intentions and a Random Ticket are given.]

This really was the answer…?

Whether I was dumbfounded by the Quest completion window that appeared before my eyes or not, Ryu Jaehee continued to establish the other members’ images one by one.

“Yehyeon hyung, since your image is already established anyway, just give up on the reliable eldest brother role and take on roles like clumsy eldest brother, eldest brother teasing, and such. Eden hyung, just do as I said, Hajun hyung should maintain what you’re doing now, and Doby hyung, just tone down the comedy a bit. Rather, act a bit more like a dog, no, like a puppy.”

Even if Ryu Jaehee was lying, the Quest completion window doesn’t lie, so I nodded.

“But when I search, it doesn’t come up. How did you find things like that?”

“It comes up if you enter the nickname. But hyung, just search honestly by name like you’ve been doing. I’ll handle the underground reactions, so don’t look into the abyss unnecessarily.”

What kind of abyss has this guy been looking into in his daily life…

“What’s my nickname?”

I asked out of sudden curiosity, but Ryu Jaehee refused several times, saying I’d regret it.

Eventually, when I, having lost patience, said something close to threatening that I wouldn’t regret it so tell me quickly, he reluctantly told me one of my nicknames.

I prepared myself mentally for what might come up and searched, but surprisingly, the posts that appeared were ordinary fan posts.

REVEYOU @IREVEYOU

Please preserve our Eden’s hair forever ㅠㅠㅠㅠ Silver hair with a slicked-back undercut is basically telling all the fans to die ㅠㅠ

(Allrightornight_gif.)

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REVE_official @LnL_reve

Reply to @IREVEYOU

Why don’t you write Eden and write it as Eden instead?

As I stared blankly down at the account that had become non-existent with just one refresh after I’d left a question out of curiosity, Kim Dobin blinked his eyes beside me and muttered.

“Hyung, that expression makes you look like a raccoon washed with cotton candy water. Raccoon… I want to eat raccoon ramen. Of course I absolutely don’t mean actually eating it so don’t misunderstand Yehyeon hyung.”

“What kind of stream of consciousness is that?”

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Mman @mmannn

What? Why did REVE deactivate their account?

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(Locked) Byoyuje @hamzziiiiuj

Reply to @mmannn

2E replied with a mention on their official account asking why they use a secret account name instead of their real name

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Mman @mmannn

Reply to @hamzziiiiuj

2E No way, is 2든 your new boyfriend? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

But Eden seemed like the type who would just honestly search by name and would never look for secret accounts, so how did he get caught?

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(Locked) Byoyuje @hamzziiiiuj

Reply to @mmannn

I’m guessing Jaehee probably told him

Jaehee is seriously a master at Secret Account Hunting, he’s probably changed his secret accounts like 5 times now

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